Lesson 7 - evolving into a translated being by becoming ONE
Part One
What is translation? What is a translated being? What does a translated being look like or do? How is it attained? Is it possible for you? Why would you want to translate?
If two people speaking two different languages were meeting for the very first time, how would they communicate? Let’s say Adam speaks English and Michael speaks Japanese, but never in history has anyone speaking English learned Japanese. What would need to happen for them to communicate fluently in each other’s language? They would need to study and commit to learning the other person’s language and culture. After a few years of study, commitment and practice, Adam can truly say he knows Japanese so fluently, he can then speak for Michael and translate for him. Adam can speak for Michael and represent Michael.
In this comparison Adam is YOU and Michael is God. Translation is a process starting with a commitment to learning everything God has to teach you… Commitment to practice and follow through. Over time, you become one with God. God becomes part of your countenance and you can speak for God! Not just with your words, but everything about you speaks of God. The natural evolutionary process of the intelligent matter that is YOU, begins to evolve naturally as you are reaching your full potential. Every particle of your being rejoices! Your physical body “changes” because a mortal body cannot be in God’s presence so at some point you are given the gift of a changed body. It is an awakening!
The City of Light. Where does that light originate from? Each translated being shines a light. The city of light is the light of the people. To be part of that city, you will need to be translated. The light is a song and the light of God radiating from our dark fallen planet, inviting Christ to return and naturally live among the righteous people.
This might sound like too much to expect from anyone. However, God has chosen a common person like me to receive such revelation and share it with all of you to show you that it is possible for ALL people! Offering an invitation to everyone to join this light. Plus, we could all use a self-help manual! Times are about to turn very dark, we will be the light of the world and we will need to come together to survive.
I’m writing this lesson as a workbook as I also process through all the steps along with you. I don’t offer the gift of translation and I’m not a pro on this topic. For some I believe it is a slow process and for others it’s a gift to change in a twinkling. Maybe even a combination of both. These are my lessons that I received through revelation; the steps require practice and dedication. I have dedicated a significant amount of time to receiving the knowledge and following through with the work, then sharing all of it with you. The way my revelation works, God gives me space to process though my thoughts and questions. Sometimes, I figure it out and other times, I need very detailed instruction. You will read many of my thoughts and see the evolution of the lesson as revelation is realized. God’s specific revelation will be in quotations when there is a conversation. My thoughts are included as I find it to be so interesting and maybe helpful to you seeing my “humanness” evolve.
I hope you feel inspired from my experience that this revelation is available to everyone including you! In fact, these steps require some deep personal revelation. Maybe my notes will give you just what you need to jumpstart the process. I believe many of us have felt the call, but maybe struggle to know what to do next. I have come to realize the process to the Savior’s return is a joint effort. Mankind has the invitation to allow the scriptures and teachings of Christ to change you so deeply that you naturally evolve into a translated state. Then as our light increases in the world, the holy city will return and begin rebuilding (because simultaneously the darkness and wars will be increasing). Then when the time is right, Christ will naturally live amongst us because we are ready.
When I was obese, losing weight required that I ate as though I was already slender. As difficult as the shift was at first, soon it became easy and my body naturally reflected my changed habits by releasing 135 pounds quickly. When I was a single mom, finding the man of my dreams required living as though I was already living the life of my dreams. I had to believe that I was already whole and complete and fully love myself. I had to love the life I was living so that my dream man would desire to become my partner and we could build upon that life together. Neither time was I living deceitfully, but instead I was willing to do things differently and in alignment with the results I wanted to have. The only way I have found that true change is successful is believing and committing to the life you want by living that way right now. Therefore, if I want a translated body and I want to live with the Savior at the time of the second coming, then I need to live that way NOW. So, what needs to change and am I committed to those changes?
I'm going to start by practicing what we learned in lesson 6. I’m focusing on the responsibility of each thought I am creating. Then the power of one thought and putting lots of power and light energy into the loving thought of healing the canker sore in my lip with gratitude. And I am going to direct that thought energy into a direct beam into my physical body. I know my thoughts can create a very physical reaction. My thoughts can create an orgasm. My thoughts can influence my physical body to walk or sleep. I know these thoughts are a creation between the spirit and the flesh. My thoughts are not simply one or the other but a companionship of both creating something new together.
I don't have to focus on my thoughts to get my arm to move, but my thoughts lead to movement instinctually. Why does it seem so difficult to move matter when it's involving illness? Wouldn’t it be the same? When my physical body has a need, my physical body instinctually responds. When I am injured, my body instinctually heals over time, (except it struggles with chronic illness). With energy work, we work through the cause and then the body does the healing once the cause is eliminated, which has worked well, but still not reaching our potential as Christ taught. I already know how to move a muscle to get my arm to move, but I don't know how to work with my body to get the canker sore to heal. I feel frustrated that the body doesn’t respond to my thoughts regarding healing, but it does respond when I am stressed, by creating a headache! If I want to hug my child, my body responds. If I want to speak, my body responds. But my body resists healing, what am I missing?
I need to do this while working with something obvious. So, I'm holding my arm at my side and using the power of my thoughts to get my arm to move without moving my muscle. I’m organizing my thoughts, directing them and intensifying them while trying to work as a team with my spirit, mind and body. I’m speaking life into my arm to get it to move, like using faith to move a mountain, but practicing with my arm. à It doesn't work.
I should know better than to attempt to control anything else when my purpose is Godly translation. My Flesh doesn't only move on Instinct otherwise my arms would flail about. How would I move my arm if I had a translated arm where the spirit and the flesh were working completely as one? Not in a way I have ever done it obviously. If I have a physical need such as an itch, my body will instinctually itch it. But I’m not like a dog functioning on instinct and running amuck? The flesh will serve the flesh but you cannot have two masters. Faith is what brings the two pieces together to make me whole. Focusing on controlling the flesh with my thoughts or controlling the flesh with the spirit doesn't work. Maybe I can try focusing on my potential and praising God while loving and honoring my own existence. I am focusing my thoughts on choosing wholeheartedly to serve my God with every bit of my creation - flesh and spirit. I’m allowing the natural process of my emotions and my thoughts to create an automatic movement, but one that is not with the intention of moving the flesh or changing the flesh. I’m embracing a muscle that I do not have yet and I have complete faith in God to have given me a body that is intelligent enough to respond to the pure light of the emotion of God and move in accordance with my spirit instinctually. I’m fully putting my faith in God's creation and the process of developing intelligence. Everything about my spirit and my body is designed to do this and Christ has shown me so much evidence that I can do this. It is faith that makes me whole, as a being of flesh and spirit. After intensifying all these thoughts and organizing them with the intention of sending these thoughts to my arm, without any intention of a specific result, my arm moved! Starting with my hand because the muscle group is smaller. It felt exhausting as though I was a newborn trying to use a muscle I have never exercised before. In summary, the instinctual movement that my body naturally offers for mortal needs is based on my thoughts and emotions, but not forced, it is instinctual. So, if the focus is more spiritual or Godly, maybe my body would also respond with movement as well.
The process sped up with practice and movement came easier and quicker, but still only my hand and arm. I wanted to practice sending this same organized energy into my mouth where the canker sore is with the intention of the body responding with the natural healing process. Healing is instinctually so if I want to heal my body the way that Christ healed people then maybe I need to stop forcing it to heal. If I got my hand to move without using any natural method of instinct or movement or muscle by simply focusing on the faith that my body is designed instinctually to praise God. Movement naturally happened and I succumbed to that movement, but not in such a way that movement was chaotic, but in such a way that movement was still in alignment with organization, such as my desire for my hand to move on its own. Not to be confused as using my spirit to move my body. My body responding instinctually to the direction of my thoughts and emotional reaction to those thoughts. This took a great deal of time and concentration and the more I practiced the quicker and easier it became.
I have to have complete faith in myself, that I have a body that is perfectly designed to help me to succeed in this growth intelligence process as a mortal being. I have to believe this is the natural evolution that God desires all of us to experience. That He gave me a body that was designed to use thought in order to evolve. God’s teachings in the scriptures were designed to help us reach our full potential and continue to evolve. Almost like fighting our way back to God by overcoming the natural man.
I’m not translated yet so I don’t have the answers, but I know how to ask and receive very clear answers. I know I am not alone feeling this awakening beginning, I am seriously blown away this is finally happening. I’m grateful for prophecy and near-death experiences, that translation is the next step as we are so close to the second coming. None of this is something to memorize, but to become part of who you are and part of your testimony.
I know my body will heal the canker sore but I would like to speed up the process to take place within a matter of minutes rather than days. I'm focusing all of my attention again on praising God with this amazing body that he created. The human design is exceptionally intelligent and my faith is what makes me a whole being. My faith brings all these components together. I’m focusing on the pure light and love for my body and all of creation. I’m embracing the breaking down process of infection in my mouth in order for growth to be rebuilt. I believe all illness has a cause and a purpose; I do not want to overshadow that purpose by trying to remove discomfort either. I’m also evaluating the causes of my canker sore, my evening the previous night, my food choices, my thoughts and word choices. I’m feeling gratitude to my body and my mouth for the ability to speak and eat and breathe. I’m taking full responsibility for everything my mouth is expressing with this canker, such as things I need to improve. Thank you to this amazing body designed to help me improve by offering such clues such as a canker sore. I’m listening and I’m willing to change. These symptoms are helping me to reach the goal of evolving by showing me the path. As I embrace this communication, the canker no longer serves a purpose. I see this is an area I am weak, so I am committed to making it strong. In addition, I would also love to partner with my body to overcome the infection that is the result of my poor choices. I want to help “clean-up” my mess.
When I think about giving my body to God, there is some resistance. I am feeling some selfishness popping up where I see my effort and hard work, rather than seeing all these opportunities as a chance to praise God. I need to remove this Pride. Or maybe I can use the pride to build up a deeper appreciation for the power of God. Maybe Pride isn't the problem, but simply the tool to develop a strong enough appreciation and unity with God that I can succeed in this mission. Then my thoughts started becoming judgmental towards other people who might misuse this power. I stopped and recognized Maybe those judgmental thoughts could actually be a tool to remind me to be more willing to share and teach and build one another up. Those feelings of being judgmental were just directing me to see where I am weak so I can make it stronger.
I've been looking at my thoughts all wrong in the past. I look at them as the problem needing fixed, but maybe it’s simply offering me direction where I need to strengthen my faith and where I can love others better! Feeling prideful and judgmental is simply my mind directing me to the weak areas so I can consciously make them strong! Giving me the opportunity to exercise the weak parts that I didn’t know were weak.
If God is going to grant me this incredible opportunity, He needs to know he can trust me with that power.
Wo unto him who puts faith in the arms of Flesh. I do not want to put Faith in my flesh to do the healing because it is still self-serving. However, I cannot force the flesh with my thoughts or my spirit and God has yet to descend from His throne and take away all illness. HE CAN! But He hasn’t, which tells me this is an opportunity to improve my approach and start living up to my potential. It’s like learning how to ride a bike. God is trying to coach me, He’s given me all I need, it’s my turn to stop expecting Him to do the work and start living the teachings He has already offered me!
Infection does not reside in a body that is pure energy and pair of light. I need to stop trying to heal the canker sore in my mouth and instead focus on becoming one – spirit, mind and body. Let's practice being intentional with our thoughts some more. I am intentionally organizing my thoughts and reminding myself that God created me and all of the intelligence within me and all of the matter to naturally evolve. I can direct those thoughts to specific parts of my body. I can intensify those thoughts and allow my body to respond. I intensified those thoughts in a circular motion in my mind and my head started to move in a circular motion without me using any muscles to move my head...
I am focusing on my hand. I am not just a spirit and I am not just a body and I do not control either one with my mind. God is designing my story. He designed my body. God is designing a being that is evolving as “one”. God took a chunk of intelligent unorganized matter and has designed ME! My book is not yet complete and there is no reason to doubt the process or my potential or think I have to force the translation process as if God might “forget” me.
I am practicing being intentional with my thoughts and allowing and embracing the way that my spirit and body responds and Praises God. And the more I practice, the more that my spirit and my body are becoming a team. I'm inviting the light intelligence energy of creation, to intensify my thoughts while in turn feeling gratitude for this light intelligence.
And I felt like the question was being asked of me; what do you want to do with your hand? Honestly? I have a very painful lump on the bone of my thumb. The MRI found a non-malignant dense Mass. It hurts all the time and I would really love for this to heal. What if my body doesn't have to be the natural man in opposition to God. What if my body can be seen as God taking care of me when it becomes one as the spirit and the flesh. I am visually seeing my spirit elevating, but not overcoming the flesh, instead taking on the image of my body and my body taking on the image of my spirit.
What if I stop leading this process with my mind? And what if I trust the intelligence within the process of translating? And what if I am simply observing like a student. What would the process look like and what would happen differently to my body? My being is pure energy and pure intelligence. I have been using my limited resources from my conscious brain to control the direction that I do things.
I am simply practicing letting a new mind develop or awaken. I'm very carefully organizing Godly intentions with my thoughts and practicing allowing those Godly thoughts to create a physical reaction within my body. With the intention of my whole body evolving, but starting with one small area first. I am focusing my intention on embracing these changes however they happen.
I am still intentionally directing my thought energy into the lumps in my hand, but what if my whole hand ends up covered in lumps? I don't know what a translated body would look like. I'm loving the lumps and allowing the natural evolution to take place. My mind needs evidence so I am thinking of how I have witnessed my hand and arm movement resulting from intentionally choosing Godly thoughts. Nothing is stopping bones and muscles and tissue from moving either.
I'm not used to moving a muscle or changing the formation of the body to seek healing, but I can trust that my body is designed to do this. I don't know the process but I can put all of my organized thought energy into my hand evolving and transitioning into a Godly way of existing. My body is asleep. My mind has been rebelling. When my mind is committed to changing, the flesh will be awoken. I know it’s a process and every part of me desires to awaken and fulfill God’s mission.
My thoughts get distracted whenever my muscles get weak. That's okay, I am not the one moving my arm, it is not my flesh or my mind or my muscles controlling the movement. I’m intentionally organizing my thoughts and inviting my spirit and flesh to participate as a team. This is intelligence within me evolving. Keeping the focus is a challenge. I am reminded again that I am in control of my thoughts, but I am also not in control of the new partnership. We are forming a whole new way of existing.
Doubt crept into my thoughts. What is doubt? That is simply an area that I am weak and my mind is offering direction to take responsibility for this weak area, I can increase my faithful thought creations. I'm also feeling grateful that my mind is pointing out areas that I am weak and giving me an opportunity to strengthen my thought creations. I also noticed my thoughts started bouncing around on multiple different topics. This is the more common laziness of my scattered brain! I need to take this as another opportunity to strengthen the weak muscle and organize my thoughts. Most of my life, my emotions and thoughts have been automatic or resulting from things that are outside of my control.
God used some symbolism in my life where I received warnings, but the storm was so mild, I didn’t prepare. Then when the danger came, it was too late to find safety. I'm willing to listen to God that it is time right now and share the teachings with you so that we can all be ready. I need to evolve this light before it gets too dark to see. I cannot put off the day of my repentance it is the time for men to meet God right now. The time is nigh and I do have a choice.
I noticed only the right side of my body is responding, but not the left side at all. And I believe that is because my husband is my other half and he needs to advance with me, this is a partnership. I need to put forth the time to practicing with him. Does that mean it has to be done together? Especially for those that are single or those who find themselves doing this alone? I don't think so because Moses and the three Nephites translated separately from their spouse.
I feel like a newborn using a muscle group that has not been developed yet.
Another thing, television is designed to think for you. You cannot serve two Masters.
Ironically, I was also watching a show called The Summit. In the last episode, God showed me symbolism that is related to today's lesson. Individuals are given the task of climbing a mountain to the summit, but along the way facing extreme challenges. The reward is prize money for the last three remaining. One season’s surprise is that all the “losers” judge how the money is divided among the final three. The other season, one of the final three judge how the money is divided among themselves. That person can keep it all or divide it up equally. This temptation seems to overpower even the most peaceful people.
What if, all our lives we are trying to reach the summit of life and on Judgment Day we expect God to see all the good we’ve done and punish our enemies, rewarding us with our mansion in heaven. What if things go a bit differently. What if judgement day is all the people in our lives including enemies, giving an honest review, that we are held accountable for. When evil is done to us, we hope for that same opportunity to hold our enemies accountable, right? Remember God doesn’t create war and pick sides. God loves us all equally. So, what do you think God would do? I am not going to give you all the answers, I think this is a perfect time for you to personal revelation.
What if God offers you all the blessings of heaven upon completing your life. You could express gratitude and happily rejoice. You earned it, your life was hard and you still lived a righteous life. But, what would Christ do? I feel confident that I could speak for Him and say He would give it all away. Why? This is my favorite answer so I will share it with you. What if you gave it all away to your enemies? Not even your favorite people. What if you see them suffering in darkness, lost and seeking to find God. What if you could remember that when you were lost in darkness, God found you. What if you feel gratitude for the challenges your enemy presented in your life because you were given the chance to develop strength in ways you never could have without that trial. What if you don’t need the blessings any longer because your heart is so complete from God’s amazing grace, your cup runneth over. But your enemy is still lost and your heart weeps for them. You know God is the only reason you are no longer suffering and you deeply desire your fallen brother or sister, finds their way back home as well. Therefore, the offer to give away all you hath, is not for praise or recognition as a charitable act. The offer is pure and creates an opportunity to offer a Godly sacrifice and become more like our Father in Heaven.
When I can master directing healing loving energy, I need to give it away and I need to start by giving it to my enemy. Now, it's also important to know this is not a requirement. God showed me the choice, but never forced my decision by telling me this is the only path. I no longer see difficult challenges like this as trials but as building opportunities. It is God after all he got me this far and His healing love that brought me out of a dark space. If my intention is to truly be like God and elevate then shouldn't my heart naturally desire that for all people including my enemy who is still lost in the dark? If it wasn't for that horrible experience, I never would have fought so hard to become the person that I am today. If I truly believe that all comes from God, then I know the sacrifice is one of the Godliest forms of love. I don't give away the responsibilities on my shoulders or my testimony so what do I give away? When I'm doing is intentional thoughts of love. I have all that I need because I have the love of God resonating within my core, I need nothing else. I’m even happy with any suffering that God is offering me because it is part of the refinement of my soul; it just grants me more humility, compassion, and opportunities for growth. But my enemy is in a lost state of suffering that is overpowering and destructive. He could use a miracle, but he needs it from God, not from me. I knelt down and asked Heavenly Father if I could be act as a guardian angel and be seen and felt as a guardian angel. I became somebody that my ex sees as a safe person. I knelt down next to him and focused on an invitation of LOVE. I saw my enemy as a child of God who is still developing and going through a very important part of the journey in his book. I do not want to alter any part of his mission and I want to honor the strength he can develop from learning how to come closer to God by working his own way through the darkness. I focused all of my attention on reminding him of how important he is, how beautiful God's love is, and that he has so much to offer the world. I saw him as a soul that has been departed from God for so long that he's forgotten God's truth.
After offering these steps I noticed that the light in my room got brighter and brighter and brighter and all of the colors became extremely crisp and vibrant.
I started pondering the purpose of dark intelligent matter. What if we misunderstand what that is. What if evil has fed on it so much to destroy, that I assume dark intelligent matter is also evil. But what if that is just an oversimplification from a lack of knowledge. God showed me that light intelligent matter creates and dark intelligent matter eliminates. For instance, if God is creating a planet, he can use the dark intelligent matter to eliminate any mistakes or start from scratch. I asked if I could use the dark intelligent matter to eliminate the anger I feel, because anger is not the thought direction I am choosing to create. I take responsibility for my thoughts and yet, there are some times toxic thoughts pop in my head from my life experiences. Even a thought redirection leaves an emotional reaction within my body that leaves me feeling disconnected from God.
God said yes. I asked to use this elimination intelligence to erase the thoughts that were toxic. As a result, the anger disappeared. Next, I can create thoughts of love instead. I need to prove that I can handle the responsibilities and manage my own thought energy before being given the power of translation.
I am used to allowing the TV to think for me. I am used to my emotions and thoughts being a natural reaction. I'm used to my thoughts being scattered and disorganized. Organizing my thoughts, being responsible enough for them that I can choose who to share them with and being responsible for other people's thoughts while still remaining in a pure space of Godliness, is quite a challenge. I've been so distracted by life, I have yet to exercise in this manner and it is exhausting. However, I am committed.
I'm ready for my mind to be fully open. I'm ready to sacrifice my food addictions and my pride and only serve God as my master. None of this is me. I'm no prophet. I am no saint. I am nobody. I am everybody. We are all one.
Part Two
I feel like I’m acting like a child throwing a tantrum wanting to be given the solution to my own struggles and I'm stomping my feet. That's an interesting representation of how I'm feeling. I take responsibility for my thought energy. Is it appropriate to use the dark matter to remove that stubbornness that I’m creating and instead create the thought energy of humility and teachability? Is that the right way to be responsible for the energy that I am creating? That stubbornness has served me well but it is not the thought energy I choose to create. It's amazing how easy it is to misunderstand that responsibility and try to fix everything that bothers me. Maybe I need to be more careful and simply become the student again. I'm trusting the process and I am not acting selfishly wanting all of the struggles in my life to go away. I’m honoring that God has a purpose and is teaching me. Let’s see how to properly proceed God’s way.
Maybe instead of allowing a million thoughts to flood my head I can take control by slowing it down and begin taking responsibility for my own thought creations. Only eliminating what does not serve the higher purpose. I'm at an interesting point where the matter that God organized to create me, is attempting to overpower the Creator. The moment God gives me any bit of freedom by offering me a mortal body, I grab everything and I run as though I know everything! Still a part of me wonders why in the world the intelligence process creates a stage of agency and opposition where I could run astray. Maybe that's why God created a pathway back. And why would I think that I know enough that I could tell God that His way would be better if He did it MY way. He is after all teaching me how to stand on my own two feet at His side. That’s a big responsibility.
I am being reminded that I have a choice with the responsibility of that eliminating intelligence. Will I use it to control or do harm. Will I be a Creator or a Destructor with that power? Will I overpower my Creator by eliminating discomfort or suffering? I admit, the pride within me is still self-serving and I have to work through the steps before reaching the best solution prior to attempting to eliminate anything.
When I’m in the space of being one with my spirit mind and body, I am seeing that I am humbled enough to become one with God. He has been holding my spot with my Holy Ghost and offering me the chance to join and become one with him. I’m still his Apprentice. My thoughts are His thoughts, my words are His words, my body is His body, We Are One.
A “Perfected body” is my own creation. Happening as fast or as slow as my intentional thoughts are evolving. God has shown this to me all along. When my thoughts and emotions were destructive, I felt sick. When my thoughts and emotions were optimistic, I felt rejuvenized. So, as I learn who I really am, as I master my thoughts, as I advance with my relationship with God through this process, THEN my body responds and the evolution of translation comes naturally!
I am literally going over my body piece by piece and creating what my translated body would look like. In summary, I realized this could take a LONG time! Each area was full of emotional connections which were misleading from the primary direction I’m intentionally creating. I know better than to focus on the past or try to change the natural result, but I've never translated before so I seriously don't know what my potential is.
God wants to honor my creation power and give me a sense of accomplishment. He is offering two already perfected creations; my flesh and my spirit, then I can bring them together to form something even more magnificent. I see myself standing on the throne with God and brainstorming with him. Maybe I'm over complicating the actual execution as I keep thinking I have to consciously do it all, that does sound like me.
Would it be beneficial to tell my story through my body, but doing so in a more conscious manner?
Should I look at my body with total honesty and accept everything instead? Maybe choosing pure love for all parts of me, in a way that I am honoring all mortal experiences?
“Ask yourself the question how do you see a translated being? What would they look like?” – God.
I see a translated being as somebody who radiates light physically. But wouldn't that be weird? I can't see myself walking around a grocery store shining actual light from my body.
“Why not?” – God.
I deeply pondered my response, am I afraid of what other people would think? Yeah, I am. I am also worried they would feel bad about themselves if they saw I was radiating light. I actually think it would create conflict within each person and make them feel like God doesn’t love them. That’s frightening.
“Why?” - God.
Would it be possible for this light to only be shared with those I choose to share it with? The same way we are learning to organize and consciously share thoughts. That feels right. Maybe I can make an open invitation for all those that are ready to see it. I feel like I get to choose. As I’m editing my notes, I am a bit disappointed I have yet to start shining light, then it occurred to me that I’m not sharing this light with myself yet.
So, what is this light? Is it simply God’s light or is it my story? Is it something I consciously magnify or is it a result of my internal state as translation progresses? I feel like this light is going to be the summary of my story, but what if it’s not about me personally. What if the light creates a reaction to all those who peer upon it? What if they look at that light and they remember their mission in life? What if they feel inspired, hope, peace and love? The light is a reflection of God and when they see that light they seek God looking back at them.
The light I would radiate as a translated being is a gift. Why would I choose to withhold that light from anybody? Why would I be ashamed or embarrassed of that light? What if that light is both God and my story? What if my story matters so much to God that He can use my story to help others to feel understood. Maybe being able to see the hardships I have faced; they can know I understand their suffering.
I have been wearing my story in the form of suffering and wrinkles and saggy skin and symptoms of all sorts. What if I allow this light to share my story instead? I would no longer need those scars proving my suffering in the past. What if that story offers hope rather than seeking validation? How in the world do I summarize my story in a way that it merges with the light of God and offers open arms of Christlike love to anyone who peers upon my light?
I sat down to write and felt angels join me, quite excitedly too. Isaiah, Adam, Eve, the original 12 apostles, Moses, Joseph Smith, and even the 3 Nephites! Just to name a few! I sat quietly in shock.
I don’t think this is MY story, but the story of mankind or womankind.
Actually, it’s a love letter from us, as God’s children, written TO GOD through this resonating light. This light we are creating is singing praise back to our Creator! It’s a testament of love and gratitude, full of individualism and togetherness. It’s a testament of God’s plan. Similar to when the student becomes the teacher, but offers all their success as a testament to the teacher knowing it came from the most magnificent teacher and Creator.
(I can’t believe I was embarrassed to shine that light! Can we just take a moment and let that sink in? I’m still catching up with my emotional response to what is happening here.)
This love letter is a song.
I can hear the voices singing out of the Darkness. What is this song and this light is communicating to God that we believe?! What if that must happen before Christ returns?!
What if truly believing in Christ involves actually implementing and doing everything that Christ has taught. Elevating our lives to the point of translating as a natural result of living exactly as the scriptures teach. Then coming together to form a song and radiating this song together. What if we have all felt this call, but we have also felt overwhelmed by the responsibility. Maybe even defeated when life is demanding, leaving little time to receive revelation, stuck in a reactionary state. Maybe we have even felt disappointed with ourselves for not answering the call and we project it on others by way of frustration. Then in an effort to feel better, conflict results because it feels outside your control. Blaming everyone else for the horrible state of the world, but being powerless to change it. Conflict escalates to the point of becoming war-hungry. This can happen to anyone, but it doesn’t have to be your experience!
I asked to hear my own song as I intend to join the angels. Instead, I heard the wailing of those that are suffering and it is so loud and horrible and heartbreaking. In fact, it's so overwhelming, just listening to it makes you feel hopeless. The cold hard truth is, I’m still wailing my suffering, I have yet to sing with the angels. I guess I don’t know how to join their voices. I don’t need to hold on to the darkness of all those scars and be one more voice in that loud Rumble of suffering. I'm ready to shed that old skin. I'm ready to radiate this song written for God. And I choose to join the song with my story that you can feel from my voice singing. Joining the song is a result of implementing everything in these lessons, I guess I have homework to do.
The level of commitment that it takes to get to this point has only been reached by a few people during mortality. I've been waiting for Christ to return and offer translation, but maybe I have it wrong. Maybe Christ is waiting on ME and YOU to follow through with His teachings. He has already given His life; He has already given us all the tools we need. When we realize the magnitude of the opportunity and truly follow Christ, translation is the natural result. Obviously, it’s more than I have done in the past so a testimony is not enough.
The song radiating from my light This is a song of our brothers and sisters. This is a song of our whole family. This is not a message of words that I need to remember. This is a testimony. Come join our song. You don't have to wail and weep any longer. I don't need my illness, I don't need my suffering, I don't need Darkness to be my voice. I choose to join the song of the Angels. I choose to radiate that song from my being as my testimony to God. I don't need the imperfections of the flesh. I feel honored and excited to add my voice to the song praising God and inviting Christ to return. I don't need my scars. I don't need anything but the love I choose to share.
Translating isn't about getting the perfect body (although it may be the result). Translation isn’t about or living forever or being untouched by death (although it may be the result). Translation isn’t about being Gods favorite (although it may be the result in a manner of speaking). Translation is a covenant to being One with God with a deeper relationship through personal revelation, it’s a readiness to speak for God. Translation offers miracles such as the stories in the scriptures including instant healing. Translation is an invitation to Christ to return and live with us. This is my destiny. This is my purpose in life. This is my mission. I am not alone either. I am nobody special, I am just like everyone else. This invitation from Christ from 2,000 years ago is for everybody!
Maybe instead of allowing a million thoughts to flood my head I can take control by slowing it down and begin taking responsibility for my own thought creations. Only eliminating what does not serve the higher purpose. I'm at an interesting point where the matter that God organized to create me, is attempting to overpower the Creator. The moment God gives me any bit of freedom by offering me a mortal body, I grab everything and I run as though I know everything! Still a part of me wonders why in the world the intelligence process creates a stage of agency and opposition where I could run astray. Maybe that's why God created a pathway back. And why would I think that I know enough that I could tell God that His way would be better if He did it MY way. He is after all teaching me how to stand on my own two feet at His side. That’s a big responsibility.
I am being reminded that I have a choice with the responsibility of that eliminating intelligence. Will I use it to control or do harm. Will I be a Creator or a Destructor with that power? Will I overpower my Creator by eliminating discomfort or suffering? I admit, the pride within me is still self-serving and I have to work through the steps before reaching the best solution prior to attempting to eliminate anything.
When I’m in the space of being one with my spirit mind and body, I am seeing that I am humbled enough to become one with God. He has been holding my spot with my Holy Ghost and offering me the chance to join and become one with him. I’m still his Apprentice. My thoughts are His thoughts, my words are His words, my body is His body, We Are One.
A “Perfected body” is my own creation. Happening as fast or as slow as my intentional thoughts are evolving. God has shown this to me all along. When my thoughts and emotions were destructive, I felt sick. When my thoughts and emotions were optimistic, I felt rejuvenized. So, as I learn who I really am, as I master my thoughts, as I advance with my relationship with God through this process, THEN my body responds and the evolution of translation comes naturally!
I am literally going over my body piece by piece and creating what my translated body would look like. In summary, I realized this could take a LONG time! Each area was full of emotional connections which were misleading from the primary direction I’m intentionally creating. I know better than to focus on the past or try to change the natural result, but I've never translated before so I seriously don't know what my potential is.
God wants to honor my creation power and give me a sense of accomplishment. He is offering two already perfected creations; my flesh and my spirit, then I can bring them together to form something even more magnificent. I see myself standing on the throne with God and brainstorming with him. Maybe I'm over complicating the actual execution as I keep thinking I have to consciously do it all, that does sound like me.
Would it be beneficial to tell my story through my body, but doing so in a more conscious manner?
Should I look at my body with total honesty and accept everything instead? Maybe choosing pure love for all parts of me, in a way that I am honoring all mortal experiences?
“Ask yourself the question how do you see a translated being? What would they look like?” – God.
I see a translated being as somebody who radiates light physically. But wouldn't that be weird? I can't see myself walking around a grocery store shining actual light from my body.
“Why not?” – God.
I deeply pondered my response, am I afraid of what other people would think? Yeah, I am. I am also worried they would feel bad about themselves if they saw I was radiating light. I actually think it would create conflict within each person and make them feel like God doesn’t love them. That’s frightening.
“Why?” - God.
Would it be possible for this light to only be shared with those I choose to share it with? The same way we are learning to organize and consciously share thoughts. That feels right. Maybe I can make an open invitation for all those that are ready to see it. I feel like I get to choose. As I’m editing my notes, I am a bit disappointed I have yet to start shining light, then it occurred to me that I’m not sharing this light with myself yet.
So, what is this light? Is it simply God’s light or is it my story? Is it something I consciously magnify or is it a result of my internal state as translation progresses? I feel like this light is going to be the summary of my story, but what if it’s not about me personally. What if the light creates a reaction to all those who peer upon it? What if they look at that light and they remember their mission in life? What if they feel inspired, hope, peace and love? The light is a reflection of God and when they see that light they seek God looking back at them.
The light I would radiate as a translated being is a gift. Why would I choose to withhold that light from anybody? Why would I be ashamed or embarrassed of that light? What if that light is both God and my story? What if my story matters so much to God that He can use my story to help others to feel understood. Maybe being able to see the hardships I have faced; they can know I understand their suffering.
I have been wearing my story in the form of suffering and wrinkles and saggy skin and symptoms of all sorts. What if I allow this light to share my story instead? I would no longer need those scars proving my suffering in the past. What if that story offers hope rather than seeking validation? How in the world do I summarize my story in a way that it merges with the light of God and offers open arms of Christlike love to anyone who peers upon my light?
I sat down to write and felt angels join me, quite excitedly too. Isaiah, Adam, Eve, the original 12 apostles, Moses, Joseph Smith, and even the 3 Nephites! Just to name a few! I sat quietly in shock.
I don’t think this is MY story, but the story of mankind or womankind.
Actually, it’s a love letter from us, as God’s children, written TO GOD through this resonating light. This light we are creating is singing praise back to our Creator! It’s a testament of love and gratitude, full of individualism and togetherness. It’s a testament of God’s plan. Similar to when the student becomes the teacher, but offers all their success as a testament to the teacher knowing it came from the most magnificent teacher and Creator.
(I can’t believe I was embarrassed to shine that light! Can we just take a moment and let that sink in? I’m still catching up with my emotional response to what is happening here.)
This love letter is a song.
I can hear the voices singing out of the Darkness. What is this song and this light is communicating to God that we believe?! What if that must happen before Christ returns?!
What if truly believing in Christ involves actually implementing and doing everything that Christ has taught. Elevating our lives to the point of translating as a natural result of living exactly as the scriptures teach. Then coming together to form a song and radiating this song together. What if we have all felt this call, but we have also felt overwhelmed by the responsibility. Maybe even defeated when life is demanding, leaving little time to receive revelation, stuck in a reactionary state. Maybe we have even felt disappointed with ourselves for not answering the call and we project it on others by way of frustration. Then in an effort to feel better, conflict results because it feels outside your control. Blaming everyone else for the horrible state of the world, but being powerless to change it. Conflict escalates to the point of becoming war-hungry. This can happen to anyone, but it doesn’t have to be your experience!
I asked to hear my own song as I intend to join the angels. Instead, I heard the wailing of those that are suffering and it is so loud and horrible and heartbreaking. In fact, it's so overwhelming, just listening to it makes you feel hopeless. The cold hard truth is, I’m still wailing my suffering, I have yet to sing with the angels. I guess I don’t know how to join their voices. I don’t need to hold on to the darkness of all those scars and be one more voice in that loud Rumble of suffering. I'm ready to shed that old skin. I'm ready to radiate this song written for God. And I choose to join the song with my story that you can feel from my voice singing. Joining the song is a result of implementing everything in these lessons, I guess I have homework to do.
The level of commitment that it takes to get to this point has only been reached by a few people during mortality. I've been waiting for Christ to return and offer translation, but maybe I have it wrong. Maybe Christ is waiting on ME and YOU to follow through with His teachings. He has already given His life; He has already given us all the tools we need. When we realize the magnitude of the opportunity and truly follow Christ, translation is the natural result. Obviously, it’s more than I have done in the past so a testimony is not enough.
The song radiating from my light This is a song of our brothers and sisters. This is a song of our whole family. This is not a message of words that I need to remember. This is a testimony. Come join our song. You don't have to wail and weep any longer. I don't need my illness, I don't need my suffering, I don't need Darkness to be my voice. I choose to join the song of the Angels. I choose to radiate that song from my being as my testimony to God. I don't need the imperfections of the flesh. I feel honored and excited to add my voice to the song praising God and inviting Christ to return. I don't need my scars. I don't need anything but the love I choose to share.
Translating isn't about getting the perfect body (although it may be the result). Translation isn’t about or living forever or being untouched by death (although it may be the result). Translation isn’t about being Gods favorite (although it may be the result in a manner of speaking). Translation is a covenant to being One with God with a deeper relationship through personal revelation, it’s a readiness to speak for God. Translation offers miracles such as the stories in the scriptures including instant healing. Translation is an invitation to Christ to return and live with us. This is my destiny. This is my purpose in life. This is my mission. I am not alone either. I am nobody special, I am just like everyone else. This invitation from Christ from 2,000 years ago is for everybody!