Lesson 6
The Restoration of a Whole Being and Mastering Thought Energy
The process of stepping into a space of acceptance rather than resistance, opens up many opportunities, but is so new, you might find yourself struggling to remain “open”. Once you are in this space of openness the potential is unknown to your mind because you have no evidence to support safety in this space. We must create evidence and then start seeing the events in your life as God working with you. So, awareness is important to reinforce new patterns. Remember, you may need to repeat the steps quite a few times for different aspects of your life to truly step into a space of true openness. This is not the same as leaving your body empty! This is opening up the natural man and allowing the spirit to shine, then taking it to the next level of sharing energy.
Let’s dive back into your spiritual history. When God was creating your spirit, He took intelligent matter and formed it into an organized being. Then organized the intelligence into two separate beings of light and dark to create opposition in all things. This is NOT the same as good and evil, not yet. The dark intelligence takes on more masculine tendencies, while the light takes on more feminine tendencies. This is before gender is identified. Jumping ahead to the creation of earth and experience with mortality, the earth is formed first which is female. Adam, representing the male gender, is formed from the dust of the earth and given a chance to grow in intelligence, but Eve is offered for companionship. Eve chose to “fall” which is similar to sharing the task of carrying the burden of the dark, while sharing her light with man, thus balancing out the light and dark within all mankind. The goal is not to return to the state of your original creation of whole intelligence, the goal is to advance to the next step, but still return to a whole energy source. Women feel the pull to find their soul mate of their other half, while men don’t tend to feel that same drive. Marriage of these two parts and bringing back together the masculine and feminine energy to form one being, is a very important part of this life experience. The difficulty is that the balance is swayed. Men struggle more with overcoming darkness, while it tends to come naturally for women, unless she has taken on more masculinity and lost part of her feminine balance due to abuse or divorce or other such traumas where men have misused their power.
In life, we are given the chance to CHOOSE a partner. The male and female companionship rather than same gender companionship is necessary to complete this task. When a partner is chosen, they become your other spiritual half and your spirit is now returned to a state of perfect balance. When you find yourself alone, or that partner is lost, or rejected, or when your partner is not carrying their half, then we have a few new choices. I will get to that in a moment.
There is one more component that is critical to address. The sacrifice of the natural man. There is a reason there are sacrifices involving death in the scriptures, but typically it is an innocent creature or a man such as Christ. At this point we are simply sacrificing the natural man and strangling the energetic flow to the darkness as “evil”. This allows the balance of light and dark to be untouched by the power of evil and simply return to being intelligence. This no longer has to be a sacrifice involving death, because Christ already died for us. Once you have done the steps for the expectation traps enough times that you notice it’s becoming a natural part of your thought process and you don’t need the steps in order to be in a space of openness and acceptance, then you are ready to strangle out the natural man and put it behind you. Now, we still cannot fully remove this opposition, but this kills off the power feeding evil into the darkness and corrupting the intelligence. This is a choice, if you are mostly open already, it will be a fast process. You can battle darkness your whole life through, but it will never die because only light can overcome darkness. We are not removing all the traumas and/or anger, we are choosing light. Use this light to push the darkness to your feet and put it behind you, strangling the umbilical cord. It will fight, but it will die and end up like a shadow behind you.
Now, you are ready to bring together the completion of your intelligent energy.
If you are single or without a companion and you find you are carrying too much masculine energy, there is a solution. This is where polygamy comes into play through history, BUT it is not the direction we are given at this point in mortality. I simply bring it up as it is a hot topic with very little explanation available, but does serve a purpose beyond mortal confusion. There are more light intelligences returning to God than there are dark intelligences, but to advance as creators, there needs to be a return to this complete energy and the imbalance is real. God desires we all return to His presence, but this may take eternities so the women who are worthy right now, but without a companion, are given a chance to merge with Christ as the Bridegroom. Again, we are not seeking the specific other part of your original creation because your other half might not be in a space of light. Agency offers a choice of finding any partner to become the other half of your spiritual intelligence to become “one”. We are moving forward, not back. The intelligence is made whole as your soul mate or your other half, when you choose a partner of the opposite gender. Christ can be your bridegroom and offer you the same advancement to being whole once again. You are not meant to carry both masculine and feminine, but many women do. Merging with Christ as your bridegroom doesn’t detour a worthy mate, it simply makes you whole so you can embrace your masculine OR feminine intelligent energy within your spirit based on your gender. You might see yourself remove the dark intelligence and offer it to Christ while accepting His light within you. Asking if He will accept becoming “one” with you.
For those of you are married and you want your spouse to be your other half, your soul mate, and you want to become “one”, then you might need to do these steps. Maybe your partner isn’t carrying their half and you are still carrying both halves or maybe you have reversed roles. These steps are for a couple where BOTH are desiring to become “one”. Do NOT use this to force or control another person’s conscious agency, a verbal agreement is required. The only time that can be bypassed is if your spouse is mentally absent due to Alzheimer’s or dementia or a coma or if they have passed away. Do NOT attempt to pull back your original intelligent spirit matter from anyone else, this will backfire in an unpleasant way. That intelligence doesn’t belong to you, it is not your identity. Your identity is within your current intelligent spirit matter, it has evolved and nothing is missing! Once both partners have equally taken the steps defined in the previous lessons and are ready for the next level, then you can simply accept this evolved partnership and choose to become one. This may seem daunting to get your spouse to participate or even do the steps, but it is important they are part of their healing journey. This is where you can’t carry both responsibilities and your spouse can sit by idly while you do all the healing work for them. Pray over the lessons, simplify or summarize, but share with them the parts that touched you. Share with them your awakening and invite them to learn with you. Your partner needs that opportunity to choose for themselves and carry their part of the journey, if you want a different result, you need to do things a bit differently. I believe in you and I believe in them as well. Women have been leading this movement, but it’s not doing them any good to sit on your tailfeathers while you do all the heavy lifting. We want to create balance; it requires they get that same opportunity. You may see yourself standing facing one another and opening up and sharing spirit matter equally. There is no division of light and dark, it is equally shared. You might need to start with your heart or chakras and address anything blocking this opening process. Simply the awareness this is a completion or restoration and goes way beyond any mortal perspective, makes this process important for the success of your life experience. It is not simple of fast for many so please be patient and do not jump ahead out of excitement. Instead see your spouse’s journey as an honor to be a part of. Stand next to your partner as one whole partnership and energetic share. This is no longer just you going through the process, it is a shared experience. Stand facing the past and let’s open that door back up, but this time your perspective is that of eternity. We are shining light, acceptance and pure Godly energy into your entire past with gratitude. Embracing and honoring the journey. Now turn back to the future, while holding hands, invite God to open the doors and start walking together forward, embracing reality as the process to creating the future. Being willing to take direction and following the process of those who have gone before you, being willing to seek direction from anyone who has walked this journey. See the perfect light of creation and intelligence shining a beam connecting the past to the present and into the future offering direction.
For your children who are not yet to the age of seeking a partner in life, but ready for all that restoration offers. God is telling me, I’m not ready for that part of the lesson, but know I haven’t forgotten our little ones. All will be revealed in due time.
For those who evolve by way of restoration, their flesh will also evolve. Let’s learn that process. It is not about the spirit overcoming the flesh, but becoming something new. Is perfection required? Is this a process we can simply do or is it offered? Maybe it is both a personal commitment to changing, but also a gift when the city of light already resides within you.
Animals at the time of the garden were intelligent beings, due to the abuse of corrupted mankind, God protected animals and placed them into an animalistic instinctual state, but the process of restoration we are going through will also be granted to animals to return to their intelligent state, thus making all creatures safe to interact with. However, on the flip side, as mankind evolves, many will reject the changes. As mankind evolves, the division will intensify and some will become so evil that God will protect some and they will also resort to a state of animalistic instinct and lose that gift of intelligence.
We have evolved much since the beginning of time. The experience of mortality and the fall, shifted our experience. The flesh is now the natural man, it is the opposition to the spirit. Your mortal experience is about the spirit overcoming the flesh, but death is not the only way to overcome the flesh. Because of Christ, we can evolve into something new with a rebirth. No longer is there a separation of light and dark or spirit and flesh or the natural man. It is no longer about overcoming darkness, no longer having the limitations of the flesh or the limitations of the spirit. We are becoming something new that mankind has never experienced before.
What was the purpose of having a physical body that resurrects? Shows that the flesh is an incredible component if Christ assisted in making it possible to resurrect. IN life we have learned what light and dark is capable of becoming and doing. We also learned how to contain energy with a body and organize energy into thoughts so that our energy doesn’t scatter into chaos. The body actually offers an organization to the energy of the spirit as though the unorganized matter needed the physical body’s form. We learn how to put spiritual needs above the needs of the flesh and act as a partnership elevating together, not apart or in spite of one another. The spirit can elevate and no longer need to be contained within the body, but organized because of the body. We sacrifice the needs of the flesh for the spirit to evolve. But with the ability to keep the blessings of the flesh and evolve together. Making the flesh almost like rubber and stretchable or changeable. This is part of a translation or rebirth into an evolved form.
You may feel you are ready for this step and all its blessings, but we are still in a world surrounded by people choosing evil thus limiting our ability to evolve easily and without significant challenges. Blame and control is the opposite solution as it increases the darkness and leads your heart astray.
Being IN the world, not OF the world
When we have perfected the internal dynamic, there is still an external component. External pollutions of darkness can be just as toxic as internal darkness where it can bring any believer into a pit of darkness. The power of your thoughts leads your heart. “This people draweth night unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me.” Matthew 15:8 KJV. The solution is not contingent on others changing or removing dark spiritual influences, but in taking away their power over your heart. We can look again at Job and Christ to see how they handled it, but in a light vs dark perspective.
The same day I was asking God if I was ready to advance and evolve with my flesh, I found myself frustrated over the anger of a neighbor and her desire to argue even when I was unwilling to participate. I was brainstorming boundary ideas and praying for direction. I realized, my frustration over her desire to argue was leading me to complain to Heavenly Father, thus taking away my light and placing me in the same boat as her. I had seen myself as prepared for advancement, but my thoughts were giving power to darkness and leading my heart away from the light of God. I immediately saw my experience differently and asked to witness Job but from Christ’s perspective. What if Job was in an advanced state of righteousness, much like you find yourself right now, but the adversary argued that it was only because Job had so many blessings. Thus, presenting the challenge to see if Job could keep his heart committed to the light of God even amidst extreme trials. This is similar to the state of the world right now as it is increasing in violence. Are your thoughts and the energy within your heart still committed to the city of light within you, even when the evil doings of people around you are incapable of goodness? Job was able to see that the trials he was facing was not simply challenging his testimony, but presenting him with a choice. Job had the choice of allowing darkness to swell within his heart and focus on thoughts leading towards destruction or he could get on his knees and set a boundary. This boundary is important for us all to recognize, your thoughts can lead to destruction and the choice is yours.
First, let’s thank Job for setting such a good example for us. Next, we can ask for clarity between darkness and light. When Christ taught us to turn the other cheek and pray for our enemies, what is the deeper context? Is it simply to allow them to violate our boundaries and but still forgive them? What if turning the other cheek is a reference to being touched by darkness, but not allowing it into your thoughts or your heart? Maybe we cannot simply focus on God and pretend the violence is not happening. Maybe we can ask to see clarity that the person presenting opposition is someone who is lost in darkness and they are miserable. It is tempting to give power to that darkness and seek to overcome it by changing the choices of others. When we turn the other cheek, it is simply standing in the light of your truth and being unchanged by the direct attack of others. When Christ prayed for His enemies on the cross, He took this to the next level and saw His attackers as souls on a lost planet without the light of God, truly desiring they find their way back to the source of true enlightenment. The sacrifice He offered was not for His own glory, the flesh is strong and the needs of the flesh tend to overpower the desire of the spirit. Our thoughts are based on mortal experience or the desire to avoid further suffering. What happens when we desire to evolve with the spirit into a higher form of being? Is that possible when the desire of the flesh wins my heart? The need to be right, the need for everyone to see that my way is the right way or to agree with me. The need for challenges to be eliminated and for God to prove His love by way of blessings. The need for pain and suffering to go away so we can experience joy. But suffering is not in the way of joy, it is the way to joy.
Christ overcame the flesh so we do not have to. Christ offers us the opportunity to become one with the flesh and experience miracles, He reaches out His hand and makes a promise: “He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do…” John 14:12 KJV. What are we missing? We believe, but we are not walking on water or healing the sick or seeing miracles such as the doings of Christ. Maybe the word “believe” is not what we think and maybe it requires a great deal more humility or teachability.
So, what can you do differently in order to keep the light within you strong, while remaining in the world? When we evolve into a type of translated state, will challenges and opposition cease? Nope! Not yet at least, we are not yet in the city of light or residing with our Savior. So, let’s create an action plan in the meanwhile so we do not have to wait and can begin growing the city of light within ourselves and our families. This light will attract the City of Enoch to return when we are ready, so let’s get ready! Miracles await for those who are committed, but with great power comes great responsibility.
When a challenge is presented, there are a few steps you can take:
I keep seeing myself growing physically. I keep seeing my body wanting to stretch and God presenting a question; “would you be ok if you woke up tomorrow taller with bigger feet?” What if my physical pains are growing pains and what would happen if I honor my body for desiring to advance? What if I embrace that pain and feel gratitude for that pain because we are growing out of our bodies? The limitations of the body are being pushed or challenged or stretched. What if I stop trying to suppress it and instead embrace it as part of the evolution I am seeking?
With deeper introspection, there's a part of me that thinks translating won't be offered if I don't nag God or if I don't pursue it. If I relax and go with the ebbs and tides and Trust the process it will all take place in God's timing as everything has to go through a refinement process. I can embrace that process as God’s partner rather than resisting it and missing the lessons along the way. I can see how my pride or even entitlement has limited my ability to accept God’s process, thus slowing down the process. However, maybe those feelings can also serve as motivation or even a hint that I still need to refine myself which is an opportunity with potential.
What if everybody else in this life that I am experiencing, is here for my growth experience? The book of intelligence that God is writing, with the life that I am living, is extremely important and every detail matters. Maybe the point isn't overcoming darkness or learning how to coexist with darkness. Maybe it's about evolving into something new. So, do I form an appreciation for anger and hate? That doesn't seem right, but maybe it does create a deeper appreciation for the depth of joy that can only be created through those challenges, not to mention the appreciation created for light when lost in a space of darkness. Maybe darkness is a choice when a challenge is presented. Maybe I am the one who turned challenges into darkness, when it could have resonated light. Which also means I can't have hostility towards the very thing that developed a deeper sense of a capacity for True Joy.
What if death, which is perceived as the worst-case scenario, is actually the answer. Christ shows us that death is not the end and we can resurrect. What if we embrace death as a rebirth. Don’t misunderstand, it’s a process of awakening as something new, that takes place within you. Christ already died for us in the flesh, so a literal death is not necessary, because of Christ this gift is available without physical death.
Do you choose to believe you have to resolve all the problems in your life first or that you are not good enough? Do you choose to believe lies of entitlement that you can force God to translate your body simply because you endured trials, but without being humble enough to make changes first? Anything that feeds or creates darkness is infection to the spirit and body, it’s even contagious. Maybe your body has been teaching you this all along. Maybe the pain you are feeling is teaching you so you can evolve. Maybe the pain you are feeling is actually that Evolution process that you are resisting. What if you just don't know and instead you accepted that God is your partner and there’s more to learn.
God showed me that most of us are working on learning how to be responsible for our thoughts; to contain and organize and essentially control the powerful energy of thoughts. My thoughts are part of my physical body which teaches me the power of my thoughts over myself and others, the process of thought creation, and the responsibilities of this creation that I am offering the world. Thoughts create emotions, words, and actions, which in turn shapes your whole life and the lives of others.
This process of mastering thought energy:
Sometimes it feels like my thoughts control me or they are automatic or I even feel exhausted after a long day of controlling my thoughts. What if there are different levels of thoughts, some that I withhold and some that I share. Similar to the same way I use my words vs my thoughts. Maybe I can learn different ways to contain my thoughts within my energy space. Maybe I can direct other thoughts to share with others. Maybe this organization will help naturally set boundaries when other people around me have disorganized energy thoughts or even using their energy thoughts to intentionally do harm. I have seen the importance of cleaning up energy, but I have yet to learn how to use energy in this manner.
I can see how the natural man within me has wanted to rush through this process, but still receive the blessings. Had that been offered, I would not be ready for the responsibility. I would also miss the importance of completing the purpose of the mortality experience. I accept that and I agree. It's a big deal to work in Partnership with my spiritual mind and my physical mind, always doing things God's way. This learning this process is best done with a body of Flesh and I have not taken that responsibility very seriously in the past. I have always thought it would be too difficult to live this higher law. I have always felt frustration with my physical limitations, having lived a life of chronic illness and food addictions.
When we advance enough to organize all our thought energy as we experience it, we can direct certain thoughts to be shared with others. When it is shared with me in this same manner, it might take some effort to accept somebody else's experiences into my mind. Being able to handle that responsibility as well where I do not get lost or led astray from my mission by giving power to conflict or other forms of darkness such as control. All while still being able to take care of myself and feeling love and compassion for that other person, honoring where they are in their journey. Respecting the process of mortality includes some moments that are challenging. We all know it’s difficult in the flesh with the words that you choose, it is even more difficult with your thoughts and emotions. However, this is part of the mastery as we seek to bring about the second coming of Jesus Christ and be worthy of living among the Savior. His return is not a magic wand that takes away all difficulty and you automatically advance. It starts within you; a house of order, a house of cleanliness, and a house of God. That should be your top priority at this time. Waste no more time focusing on the evil in the world. Giving your heart to God is worth the effort.
God teaches us that we can pray simply by having a thought in our mind and it can connect us directly to God and the angels. That is a very powerful connection that a simple thought can offer us. Similarly, when I'm not praying and I am not directing those thoughts to God, God gives us the privacy and respect of being able to organize thoughts that I want to send to God and thoughts that I want to keep for myself. What a beautiful example of how to respect one another’s thought energy. Now all your thoughts are still being observed and documented by the angels so you are still accountable, but this lesson teaches us that we can intensify thought energy in different manners. Prayer is a practice in directing my thoughts, organizing my thoughts, and choosing whom to share my thoughts with. Some are kept private, some are shared with others, maybe even directed for one specific person like a private conversation. This is attained with practice. Are you willing to take responsibility for your thoughts? Are you willing to begin practicing how to use your thoughts, organize them, direct them and advance them?
Let’s dive back into your spiritual history. When God was creating your spirit, He took intelligent matter and formed it into an organized being. Then organized the intelligence into two separate beings of light and dark to create opposition in all things. This is NOT the same as good and evil, not yet. The dark intelligence takes on more masculine tendencies, while the light takes on more feminine tendencies. This is before gender is identified. Jumping ahead to the creation of earth and experience with mortality, the earth is formed first which is female. Adam, representing the male gender, is formed from the dust of the earth and given a chance to grow in intelligence, but Eve is offered for companionship. Eve chose to “fall” which is similar to sharing the task of carrying the burden of the dark, while sharing her light with man, thus balancing out the light and dark within all mankind. The goal is not to return to the state of your original creation of whole intelligence, the goal is to advance to the next step, but still return to a whole energy source. Women feel the pull to find their soul mate of their other half, while men don’t tend to feel that same drive. Marriage of these two parts and bringing back together the masculine and feminine energy to form one being, is a very important part of this life experience. The difficulty is that the balance is swayed. Men struggle more with overcoming darkness, while it tends to come naturally for women, unless she has taken on more masculinity and lost part of her feminine balance due to abuse or divorce or other such traumas where men have misused their power.
In life, we are given the chance to CHOOSE a partner. The male and female companionship rather than same gender companionship is necessary to complete this task. When a partner is chosen, they become your other spiritual half and your spirit is now returned to a state of perfect balance. When you find yourself alone, or that partner is lost, or rejected, or when your partner is not carrying their half, then we have a few new choices. I will get to that in a moment.
There is one more component that is critical to address. The sacrifice of the natural man. There is a reason there are sacrifices involving death in the scriptures, but typically it is an innocent creature or a man such as Christ. At this point we are simply sacrificing the natural man and strangling the energetic flow to the darkness as “evil”. This allows the balance of light and dark to be untouched by the power of evil and simply return to being intelligence. This no longer has to be a sacrifice involving death, because Christ already died for us. Once you have done the steps for the expectation traps enough times that you notice it’s becoming a natural part of your thought process and you don’t need the steps in order to be in a space of openness and acceptance, then you are ready to strangle out the natural man and put it behind you. Now, we still cannot fully remove this opposition, but this kills off the power feeding evil into the darkness and corrupting the intelligence. This is a choice, if you are mostly open already, it will be a fast process. You can battle darkness your whole life through, but it will never die because only light can overcome darkness. We are not removing all the traumas and/or anger, we are choosing light. Use this light to push the darkness to your feet and put it behind you, strangling the umbilical cord. It will fight, but it will die and end up like a shadow behind you.
Now, you are ready to bring together the completion of your intelligent energy.
If you are single or without a companion and you find you are carrying too much masculine energy, there is a solution. This is where polygamy comes into play through history, BUT it is not the direction we are given at this point in mortality. I simply bring it up as it is a hot topic with very little explanation available, but does serve a purpose beyond mortal confusion. There are more light intelligences returning to God than there are dark intelligences, but to advance as creators, there needs to be a return to this complete energy and the imbalance is real. God desires we all return to His presence, but this may take eternities so the women who are worthy right now, but without a companion, are given a chance to merge with Christ as the Bridegroom. Again, we are not seeking the specific other part of your original creation because your other half might not be in a space of light. Agency offers a choice of finding any partner to become the other half of your spiritual intelligence to become “one”. We are moving forward, not back. The intelligence is made whole as your soul mate or your other half, when you choose a partner of the opposite gender. Christ can be your bridegroom and offer you the same advancement to being whole once again. You are not meant to carry both masculine and feminine, but many women do. Merging with Christ as your bridegroom doesn’t detour a worthy mate, it simply makes you whole so you can embrace your masculine OR feminine intelligent energy within your spirit based on your gender. You might see yourself remove the dark intelligence and offer it to Christ while accepting His light within you. Asking if He will accept becoming “one” with you.
For those of you are married and you want your spouse to be your other half, your soul mate, and you want to become “one”, then you might need to do these steps. Maybe your partner isn’t carrying their half and you are still carrying both halves or maybe you have reversed roles. These steps are for a couple where BOTH are desiring to become “one”. Do NOT use this to force or control another person’s conscious agency, a verbal agreement is required. The only time that can be bypassed is if your spouse is mentally absent due to Alzheimer’s or dementia or a coma or if they have passed away. Do NOT attempt to pull back your original intelligent spirit matter from anyone else, this will backfire in an unpleasant way. That intelligence doesn’t belong to you, it is not your identity. Your identity is within your current intelligent spirit matter, it has evolved and nothing is missing! Once both partners have equally taken the steps defined in the previous lessons and are ready for the next level, then you can simply accept this evolved partnership and choose to become one. This may seem daunting to get your spouse to participate or even do the steps, but it is important they are part of their healing journey. This is where you can’t carry both responsibilities and your spouse can sit by idly while you do all the healing work for them. Pray over the lessons, simplify or summarize, but share with them the parts that touched you. Share with them your awakening and invite them to learn with you. Your partner needs that opportunity to choose for themselves and carry their part of the journey, if you want a different result, you need to do things a bit differently. I believe in you and I believe in them as well. Women have been leading this movement, but it’s not doing them any good to sit on your tailfeathers while you do all the heavy lifting. We want to create balance; it requires they get that same opportunity. You may see yourself standing facing one another and opening up and sharing spirit matter equally. There is no division of light and dark, it is equally shared. You might need to start with your heart or chakras and address anything blocking this opening process. Simply the awareness this is a completion or restoration and goes way beyond any mortal perspective, makes this process important for the success of your life experience. It is not simple of fast for many so please be patient and do not jump ahead out of excitement. Instead see your spouse’s journey as an honor to be a part of. Stand next to your partner as one whole partnership and energetic share. This is no longer just you going through the process, it is a shared experience. Stand facing the past and let’s open that door back up, but this time your perspective is that of eternity. We are shining light, acceptance and pure Godly energy into your entire past with gratitude. Embracing and honoring the journey. Now turn back to the future, while holding hands, invite God to open the doors and start walking together forward, embracing reality as the process to creating the future. Being willing to take direction and following the process of those who have gone before you, being willing to seek direction from anyone who has walked this journey. See the perfect light of creation and intelligence shining a beam connecting the past to the present and into the future offering direction.
For your children who are not yet to the age of seeking a partner in life, but ready for all that restoration offers. God is telling me, I’m not ready for that part of the lesson, but know I haven’t forgotten our little ones. All will be revealed in due time.
For those who evolve by way of restoration, their flesh will also evolve. Let’s learn that process. It is not about the spirit overcoming the flesh, but becoming something new. Is perfection required? Is this a process we can simply do or is it offered? Maybe it is both a personal commitment to changing, but also a gift when the city of light already resides within you.
Animals at the time of the garden were intelligent beings, due to the abuse of corrupted mankind, God protected animals and placed them into an animalistic instinctual state, but the process of restoration we are going through will also be granted to animals to return to their intelligent state, thus making all creatures safe to interact with. However, on the flip side, as mankind evolves, many will reject the changes. As mankind evolves, the division will intensify and some will become so evil that God will protect some and they will also resort to a state of animalistic instinct and lose that gift of intelligence.
We have evolved much since the beginning of time. The experience of mortality and the fall, shifted our experience. The flesh is now the natural man, it is the opposition to the spirit. Your mortal experience is about the spirit overcoming the flesh, but death is not the only way to overcome the flesh. Because of Christ, we can evolve into something new with a rebirth. No longer is there a separation of light and dark or spirit and flesh or the natural man. It is no longer about overcoming darkness, no longer having the limitations of the flesh or the limitations of the spirit. We are becoming something new that mankind has never experienced before.
What was the purpose of having a physical body that resurrects? Shows that the flesh is an incredible component if Christ assisted in making it possible to resurrect. IN life we have learned what light and dark is capable of becoming and doing. We also learned how to contain energy with a body and organize energy into thoughts so that our energy doesn’t scatter into chaos. The body actually offers an organization to the energy of the spirit as though the unorganized matter needed the physical body’s form. We learn how to put spiritual needs above the needs of the flesh and act as a partnership elevating together, not apart or in spite of one another. The spirit can elevate and no longer need to be contained within the body, but organized because of the body. We sacrifice the needs of the flesh for the spirit to evolve. But with the ability to keep the blessings of the flesh and evolve together. Making the flesh almost like rubber and stretchable or changeable. This is part of a translation or rebirth into an evolved form.
You may feel you are ready for this step and all its blessings, but we are still in a world surrounded by people choosing evil thus limiting our ability to evolve easily and without significant challenges. Blame and control is the opposite solution as it increases the darkness and leads your heart astray.
Being IN the world, not OF the world
When we have perfected the internal dynamic, there is still an external component. External pollutions of darkness can be just as toxic as internal darkness where it can bring any believer into a pit of darkness. The power of your thoughts leads your heart. “This people draweth night unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me.” Matthew 15:8 KJV. The solution is not contingent on others changing or removing dark spiritual influences, but in taking away their power over your heart. We can look again at Job and Christ to see how they handled it, but in a light vs dark perspective.
The same day I was asking God if I was ready to advance and evolve with my flesh, I found myself frustrated over the anger of a neighbor and her desire to argue even when I was unwilling to participate. I was brainstorming boundary ideas and praying for direction. I realized, my frustration over her desire to argue was leading me to complain to Heavenly Father, thus taking away my light and placing me in the same boat as her. I had seen myself as prepared for advancement, but my thoughts were giving power to darkness and leading my heart away from the light of God. I immediately saw my experience differently and asked to witness Job but from Christ’s perspective. What if Job was in an advanced state of righteousness, much like you find yourself right now, but the adversary argued that it was only because Job had so many blessings. Thus, presenting the challenge to see if Job could keep his heart committed to the light of God even amidst extreme trials. This is similar to the state of the world right now as it is increasing in violence. Are your thoughts and the energy within your heart still committed to the city of light within you, even when the evil doings of people around you are incapable of goodness? Job was able to see that the trials he was facing was not simply challenging his testimony, but presenting him with a choice. Job had the choice of allowing darkness to swell within his heart and focus on thoughts leading towards destruction or he could get on his knees and set a boundary. This boundary is important for us all to recognize, your thoughts can lead to destruction and the choice is yours.
First, let’s thank Job for setting such a good example for us. Next, we can ask for clarity between darkness and light. When Christ taught us to turn the other cheek and pray for our enemies, what is the deeper context? Is it simply to allow them to violate our boundaries and but still forgive them? What if turning the other cheek is a reference to being touched by darkness, but not allowing it into your thoughts or your heart? Maybe we cannot simply focus on God and pretend the violence is not happening. Maybe we can ask to see clarity that the person presenting opposition is someone who is lost in darkness and they are miserable. It is tempting to give power to that darkness and seek to overcome it by changing the choices of others. When we turn the other cheek, it is simply standing in the light of your truth and being unchanged by the direct attack of others. When Christ prayed for His enemies on the cross, He took this to the next level and saw His attackers as souls on a lost planet without the light of God, truly desiring they find their way back to the source of true enlightenment. The sacrifice He offered was not for His own glory, the flesh is strong and the needs of the flesh tend to overpower the desire of the spirit. Our thoughts are based on mortal experience or the desire to avoid further suffering. What happens when we desire to evolve with the spirit into a higher form of being? Is that possible when the desire of the flesh wins my heart? The need to be right, the need for everyone to see that my way is the right way or to agree with me. The need for challenges to be eliminated and for God to prove His love by way of blessings. The need for pain and suffering to go away so we can experience joy. But suffering is not in the way of joy, it is the way to joy.
Christ overcame the flesh so we do not have to. Christ offers us the opportunity to become one with the flesh and experience miracles, He reaches out His hand and makes a promise: “He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do…” John 14:12 KJV. What are we missing? We believe, but we are not walking on water or healing the sick or seeing miracles such as the doings of Christ. Maybe the word “believe” is not what we think and maybe it requires a great deal more humility or teachability.
So, what can you do differently in order to keep the light within you strong, while remaining in the world? When we evolve into a type of translated state, will challenges and opposition cease? Nope! Not yet at least, we are not yet in the city of light or residing with our Savior. So, let’s create an action plan in the meanwhile so we do not have to wait and can begin growing the city of light within ourselves and our families. This light will attract the City of Enoch to return when we are ready, so let’s get ready! Miracles await for those who are committed, but with great power comes great responsibility.
When a challenge is presented, there are a few steps you can take:
- Notice your thoughts are upsetting you or they are creating a snowball of negativity. No matter how valid your thoughts are, recognition is still #1.
- Stop and take a deep breath. These thoughts are creating darkness and taking over my heart. That is not what I want. I will not let those thoughts into my heart and I do not choose to allow the darkness to lead my path in life. I want different results so I am humble enough to change.
- God loves you equally to the person you despise.
- God is not absent due to the trial you are facing.
- You are not better than your enemy. (Ouch, that stings.) You are trying to blame or change them because they are trying to change you or their actions hurt you. It’s a cycle and you can stop that cycle! God always speaks of love and forgiveness, but He never has encouraged pride, hate or blame. We think that if it’s a reaction to the actions of others then it’s valid or appropriate. We think if we do nothing, that means they win or that we will be victimized again. We put the power into the hands of someone choosing darkness and thus lose the ability to ever overcome the power Satan has in our lives. Can you see that you really do have a choice?
- Your spirit deserves a chance to speak up too. Quiet those thoughts of the natural man and let your spirit teach you instead. If we are seeking to merge and transform WITH the spirit, then you have to be willing to humble your prideful mortal thoughts and allow your spirit to have a chance to speak.
- I want to walk with the prophets. They have faced struggles too. Who can I learn from? Have a conversation with that angel and ask to see more or learn from them, ask questions.
- Offer gratitude; thank you for leading the way and setting an example and reminding me I have a choice.
- Remember; my flesh is only half of this newly desired partnership and I can quiet down my mortal opinion and listen to my spirit or learn from my spirit. Giving my spirit a voice takes practice and commitment.
- How can I improve from this experience, challenge, trial or conflict? Maybe I do not have to be perfected in order to evolve into a higher state. Maybe I keep growing even after. Maybe I need to be worthy and can lose it when I dishonor the gift. I am not seeking this for my own desires of overcoming suffering or my ego as a respected healer. My heart is dedicated to the city of light and building up God’s glory on the earth. My flesh is not in the way of this, my flesh is a gift capable of evolving into a state of pure intelligence along with my spirit. Christ showed me that resurrection with my body is the true state of perfection available. Resurrection is not being offered yet, but the city of light for the return of my Savior is within my lifetime and translating into a higher state of existing is my birthright and miracles are promised by my Savior. I am capable and it is possible.
- I can choose to reject the dark thoughts and allow them to reflect off me, only embracing the thoughts leading to my ultimate goal.
- I can refocus on the ultimate mission of the city of light and allow that light to fill my heart back up.
- It is a boundary I can set with anything leading to darkness – no longer does darkness have power over my thoughts.
- My heart only belongs to God.
- Practice! This doesn’t come naturally yet, but it will as I keep practicing!
I keep seeing myself growing physically. I keep seeing my body wanting to stretch and God presenting a question; “would you be ok if you woke up tomorrow taller with bigger feet?” What if my physical pains are growing pains and what would happen if I honor my body for desiring to advance? What if I embrace that pain and feel gratitude for that pain because we are growing out of our bodies? The limitations of the body are being pushed or challenged or stretched. What if I stop trying to suppress it and instead embrace it as part of the evolution I am seeking?
With deeper introspection, there's a part of me that thinks translating won't be offered if I don't nag God or if I don't pursue it. If I relax and go with the ebbs and tides and Trust the process it will all take place in God's timing as everything has to go through a refinement process. I can embrace that process as God’s partner rather than resisting it and missing the lessons along the way. I can see how my pride or even entitlement has limited my ability to accept God’s process, thus slowing down the process. However, maybe those feelings can also serve as motivation or even a hint that I still need to refine myself which is an opportunity with potential.
What if everybody else in this life that I am experiencing, is here for my growth experience? The book of intelligence that God is writing, with the life that I am living, is extremely important and every detail matters. Maybe the point isn't overcoming darkness or learning how to coexist with darkness. Maybe it's about evolving into something new. So, do I form an appreciation for anger and hate? That doesn't seem right, but maybe it does create a deeper appreciation for the depth of joy that can only be created through those challenges, not to mention the appreciation created for light when lost in a space of darkness. Maybe darkness is a choice when a challenge is presented. Maybe I am the one who turned challenges into darkness, when it could have resonated light. Which also means I can't have hostility towards the very thing that developed a deeper sense of a capacity for True Joy.
What if death, which is perceived as the worst-case scenario, is actually the answer. Christ shows us that death is not the end and we can resurrect. What if we embrace death as a rebirth. Don’t misunderstand, it’s a process of awakening as something new, that takes place within you. Christ already died for us in the flesh, so a literal death is not necessary, because of Christ this gift is available without physical death.
Do you choose to believe you have to resolve all the problems in your life first or that you are not good enough? Do you choose to believe lies of entitlement that you can force God to translate your body simply because you endured trials, but without being humble enough to make changes first? Anything that feeds or creates darkness is infection to the spirit and body, it’s even contagious. Maybe your body has been teaching you this all along. Maybe the pain you are feeling is teaching you so you can evolve. Maybe the pain you are feeling is actually that Evolution process that you are resisting. What if you just don't know and instead you accepted that God is your partner and there’s more to learn.
God showed me that most of us are working on learning how to be responsible for our thoughts; to contain and organize and essentially control the powerful energy of thoughts. My thoughts are part of my physical body which teaches me the power of my thoughts over myself and others, the process of thought creation, and the responsibilities of this creation that I am offering the world. Thoughts create emotions, words, and actions, which in turn shapes your whole life and the lives of others.
This process of mastering thought energy:
- My thoughts are one of the first steps of my creation and the power of God within creation.
- Contain my own thoughts rather than the energy scattering at random. I see this similar to an immature child who cannot understand, process or control their emotions. As spirit beings we struggled to contain the power of our thoughts and need the refinement process that comes with the experiences as a mortal being where energy is contained within our physical bodies. Moreso, we also need to organize our thoughts and practice controlling it.
- Using that thought energy to connect with others. We have the opportunity to use our thoughts to extend our energetic bounds. So, the thought energy is not only meant to possess within ourselves, but to share to elevate one another. There is a responsibility with this practice, that we often can feel when done wrong. I can accept the thought energy of others without interfering with their journey and I can share the powerful light of my thoughts. There is great responsibility that comes with thought energy that I choose to create and I am grateful God trusts me enough to create such a powerful tool or weapon. There is more potential when your thought energy is radiating true love for others, Christ showed us this potential when He healed the sick with His touch. Experiencing instant healing for yourself is different than offering it to others, but Christ showed us it’s our potential and these steps are designed to help you naturally create a space to evolve where miracles are commonplace. When others choose evil, I can energetically turn the other cheek and allow dark energy to bounce back off of me without allowing it to affect me.
- The power of thought energy teaches me to become self-aware. When the flesh feels thoughts that are misleading into darkness or thoughts that are creating light, I can physically feel the effects. Thus, my thoughts greatly affect my own results and experiences or the direction of my life. Some people don’t take responsibility and instead blame dark thoughts on external spiritual influences or the result of the actions of others. But being self-aware is a process of responsibility and accountability for the creation of my thoughts and the spiritual influences attracted to those thoughts. Going deeper, when I have a thought that is out of alignment with my intention, I can simply be grateful for my mind pointing out the weak parts so I can focus in those areas to make them stronger. For instance, if thoughts creep in that are prideful or judgmental, I can honor those thoughts for directing me to areas that need refinement and put more intentional energy into faith in God and compassion for others. If my thoughts are attempting to force healing, I can remove an expectation trap and recommit as a partner with God without directing the results.
- Thought energy being released by the earth into storm systems. We do not control the weather, that is a very dark practice. However, the earth will share in balancing your energy, but it is a sacrifice she offers. When a storm approaches, you can intentionally send incredible amounts of emotional gratitude to the earth and atmosphere for the gift the earth offered by sharing in the energy balance when people are increasing in emotional overload. Feel deeply and direct that love and gratitude towards the earth. The storm will respond.
- Thought energy has more potential that we see all through the scriptures. I am focusing on healing and translating, but you might be honored to learn other forms. When it is from God, you will begin to see how scripture quotes are more complete with a depth you never imagined. When it is from God, more will be taught, branching off into deeper truths. When it is adversarial, there are dead ends and no scripture comparisons. Where is your heart? Who is your teacher? What are your intentions?
- Some ideas you might learn: moving mountains?
- Creation of food such as manna or a weed sprouting food when done in partnership with the earth.
- Multiplying food such as the loaves and fishes.
- Rain water being offered in a drought.
- Walking on water or parting the sea.
- The process of transferring into a creator mode rather than a destructor mode is choosing to be in a space of agency rather than reactionary. My thoughts are my responsibility and blame leads me away from advancing. The answer is no longer in the past, the answers are attainable as I have power over my thoughts when I am willing to accept who I am right now. In this space of acceptance, I am capable of directing my thoughts. However, my thoughts cannot control my flesh! Focus on your arm and do not move it with your muscles. Instead, use your mind and tell your arm to move. Does it work? No, it doesn’t. So why are we still attempting to force healing in the flesh by telling the body to heal? Why are we trying to get over an addiction such as food, by using our thoughts to control the body? Let’s dive into this a bit more in lesson 7.
- What if I was able to see each thought as a careful creation that I could take pride in. Carefully molding it and forming it, then sharing it with great intent. What if that shared thought energy had the power to shake the heavens and rock the earth? What if that carefully formed thought could contain powerful energy and be instructed to carefully release that energy and even specify who that energy is shared with? What if I could also teach that thought energy to create a world? What if God is teaching us the power of our thoughts and how those thoughts can lead us to becoming Gods ourselves. Maybe learning how to control my thoughts is more important than I have been willing to admit. I am humbled and I am committed.
Sometimes it feels like my thoughts control me or they are automatic or I even feel exhausted after a long day of controlling my thoughts. What if there are different levels of thoughts, some that I withhold and some that I share. Similar to the same way I use my words vs my thoughts. Maybe I can learn different ways to contain my thoughts within my energy space. Maybe I can direct other thoughts to share with others. Maybe this organization will help naturally set boundaries when other people around me have disorganized energy thoughts or even using their energy thoughts to intentionally do harm. I have seen the importance of cleaning up energy, but I have yet to learn how to use energy in this manner.
I can see how the natural man within me has wanted to rush through this process, but still receive the blessings. Had that been offered, I would not be ready for the responsibility. I would also miss the importance of completing the purpose of the mortality experience. I accept that and I agree. It's a big deal to work in Partnership with my spiritual mind and my physical mind, always doing things God's way. This learning this process is best done with a body of Flesh and I have not taken that responsibility very seriously in the past. I have always thought it would be too difficult to live this higher law. I have always felt frustration with my physical limitations, having lived a life of chronic illness and food addictions.
When we advance enough to organize all our thought energy as we experience it, we can direct certain thoughts to be shared with others. When it is shared with me in this same manner, it might take some effort to accept somebody else's experiences into my mind. Being able to handle that responsibility as well where I do not get lost or led astray from my mission by giving power to conflict or other forms of darkness such as control. All while still being able to take care of myself and feeling love and compassion for that other person, honoring where they are in their journey. Respecting the process of mortality includes some moments that are challenging. We all know it’s difficult in the flesh with the words that you choose, it is even more difficult with your thoughts and emotions. However, this is part of the mastery as we seek to bring about the second coming of Jesus Christ and be worthy of living among the Savior. His return is not a magic wand that takes away all difficulty and you automatically advance. It starts within you; a house of order, a house of cleanliness, and a house of God. That should be your top priority at this time. Waste no more time focusing on the evil in the world. Giving your heart to God is worth the effort.
God teaches us that we can pray simply by having a thought in our mind and it can connect us directly to God and the angels. That is a very powerful connection that a simple thought can offer us. Similarly, when I'm not praying and I am not directing those thoughts to God, God gives us the privacy and respect of being able to organize thoughts that I want to send to God and thoughts that I want to keep for myself. What a beautiful example of how to respect one another’s thought energy. Now all your thoughts are still being observed and documented by the angels so you are still accountable, but this lesson teaches us that we can intensify thought energy in different manners. Prayer is a practice in directing my thoughts, organizing my thoughts, and choosing whom to share my thoughts with. Some are kept private, some are shared with others, maybe even directed for one specific person like a private conversation. This is attained with practice. Are you willing to take responsibility for your thoughts? Are you willing to begin practicing how to use your thoughts, organize them, direct them and advance them?