Lesson #3
The Science of Miracles
The scriptures are full of miracles. We are examining these miracles and seeking further light and knowledge. We have gotten this far with our pursuit of healing and personal development. But we still lack a world full of miracles. Christ taught us that we can do all He has done and more. Near-death experiences show us a future when we are living in New Jerusalem preparing for the Saviors return, that people will be living these miracles as a normal part of each day. They share complete thoughts, they travel with portals, they have overcome all the limitations we are currently experiencing. Illness and contention seem to keep us so busy that we are missing the opportunity to begin these preparation lessons and changes and advancements that are being offered to us. It’s like the adversary gains pleasure in keeping us so distracted that we never even begin the process, thinking God will make it easier, but what if that’s the deception. We are waiting for the pain to go away. We are waiting for the energy to be restored. We are waiting for the trials to let up. We are looking to the past in order to make life easier, but the past is over and you cannot change the past. The energy you feel right now is a choice, how you see your life is a choice, your thoughts and presumptions are a choice of where you are directing your energy. Shifts must occur to create this new lifestyle, shifts that are completely attainable amidst the trials! Maybe we have to stop looking at the storm and begin building up the kingdom of God on earth, in spite of all the distractions and choose to win the battle by embracing the storm and still walking on water! That’s the miracle! We have been trying to experience miracles as soon as we can overcome the suffering, but we have it the wrong way around. We are ready to advance and ready to stop trying to change others, stop trying to change the past or being too absorbed in overcoming suffering that we are completely missing the movement preparing the world for the second coming. We put far too much energy into things we cannot control. Accept responsibility for this energy output that’s draining you and begin taking action steps to embracing your life, accepting the power to create change, then take the leap of faith with me! We can challenge the triggered thoughts and embrace being the creator of change.
When we bathe, do we bathe because we feel disgusting being dirty or ashamed that we got dirty in the first place? Do we bathe because we are embarrassed of the stink and what others will think? Do we bathe because we want everyone to know we are better than them? Do we blame God for creating dirt? Do we ask God to prevent us from getting dirty in the future? Do we panic that we might get dirty tomorrow and have to bathe again? Do we give up because it’s hopeless trying to stay clean? Do we resent others for getting their dirt on us by accident or force or carelessness? Do we try to bathe others because they would be happier if they bathe like we do? Do we shame others for not bathing more often or for being dirty? Do we pray for God to make the dirt go away? Do we pray to God to help others to stop being so dirty because it stinks and it presents challenges in your life when their stink pollutes your home and creates more work for you? What if getting dirty is part of life and when we finally accept that the dirt is not preventable, we can also accept that we are accountable for how dirty we get each day and simply clean up, then embrace living! The dirt is not the main focus, the dirt is not a mistake, the dirt is not the problem! We don’t need to worry about how dirty we got 20 years ago or remind others of how dirty they got 20 years ago. We don’t need to waste time worrying about the dirt of tomorrow or attempting to prevent the dirt of tomorrow. We don’t need to live with dirty ears today because they got dirty in your childhood and we feel powerless to change them. We don’t need to waste any more time doing anything except loving the opportunity and lessons that came with the experience that led to getting dirty. Not because you got dirty, not in spite of the dirt, not if you clean up that dirt from many years ago, but from a different perspective of gratitude for the life you experienced. You have the power to get clean today and stay clean by freeing yourself of the punishment of the past dirt. It’s simply a choice to place your energy into being present with the opportunity that today brings. You get to choose where you put your energy. The dirt exists. We don’t have to eliminate dirt from the earth and we do not need to wait for God to remove the dirt before we can feel clean. I could relate this to cleaning the house, but I think you got the message.
We put all our energy into healing from past traumas because suffering sucks so much! We also put a lot of energy into projecting possible repetition of similar traumas. We also feel very stuck in current suffering. This is why we seek miracles and pursue deeper understanding. This led me to seeking further light and knowledge straight from the source. Most Spirit Code protocols are present for many different people with different needs, they all serve a purpose, but I still seek to understand what is preventing us from fulfilling the Savior’s promises. I don’t have all the answers, but I have pondered some of the most common topics for session requests. SEX, FOOD and CONFLICT. Here are some ideas for implementing pattern changes once you are able to accept/embrace the trials from the past and begin becoming aware of the energy you are putting into the resulting patterns.
SEX – Pattern keeping you stuck: pornography or sex addiction or inappropriate fantasies or even feeling disconnected and struggling with climax. Whatever the original event is that led to this pattern, we can still approach it together because we share the same intention of overcoming destructive patterns in order to connect in a more fulfilling level of intimacy. Start with removing any “expectations & limitations traps”, then choose a new way to reflect on those difficult memories that led to these patterns. Remember the cleansing of that memory is attainable if you choose to hand it over to God in faith. Ask God to help you to remember your divine worth and see yourself through His eyes. That memory, although difficult, was part of this life experience and all memories can be filled with light when you choose gratitude and recommit to being alive! Consciously choosing to only listen to God about your divine worth! Then begin to take back the power to change in your current thought patterns. You are not captive in the patterns lacking the ability to change, that is a deceptive dissolution giving the adversary further power to entrap you in a state of no-progression, but you cannot override the agency of a partner. They need to participate in creating this change and being accountable for their actions. During intimacy with your partner, invite God into your space. I know, that feels strange, but don’t misunderstand, we are just inviting Him to direct the experience to help you create a more fulfilling and enriching experience. God created your body, your sexual needs, and intimacy, to create a sacred bond. He knows how to help you overcome destructive patterns. The words shared with me are: “I open myself up”. Then see yourself open your entire being: spirit, mind heart, chakras, and all your being towards your partner. Then “I receive you” (in whatever capacity your partner is able to share at that time). There is zero force. Even the shift of “I invite you to open yourself up to me” – is misdirected and will stop the sacred bond. No matter how small the offering as it is offered at the capacity you or your partner is ready to offer. Every moment the temptation to allow destructive thoughts power to win, it is always your choice to turn to God and ask for help to overcome those thoughts and recommit to being a Child of God! We tend to listen to Satan and not God, so this is a commitment that takes practice. When doing this work for someone else, the process is different and requires more lessons as we must change the approach entirely.
FOOD – Food is a physical need we all share. Cravings can overpower anyone committed to weight loss. Food is directly connected to weight related frustrations and even creates self-disgust. Rather than working on weight loss sabotages, we can refocus on our relationship with food. When I asked to learn a better way, my mind reflected on 3 main points: when Christ fasted 40 days and 40 nights, words representing the sacrament as Gods flesh and blood, Lucifer tempting Christ to turn a stone into bread. Each topic opens up a deeper conversation, but it narrows down to choosing to make each meal a sacred experience and learning how to control these physical desires. What if food represented becoming one with creation and the creator? What if the deep respect for the body includes seeing food as a Godly communion with all of God’s creations and fully embracing the opportunity to depend on nature to sustain the flesh? This is an interesting perspective to humility and accountability. What if we approach cravings as an opportunity to manage the desires of the flesh? Or cravings remind us that we have a choice, although the adversary is loud, we can still choose what to consume. Maybe my body is changing and therefore I am being reminded to allow myself to be flexible and teachable. What if I asked to see the potential for this interaction with food? I opened myself up to the nourishment and offering from God to sustain my body’s ability to live. I started to feel a deep gratitude that God offers us everything we need to survive; oxygen, food, love, etc. I became humbled to the needs of my body; I became more aware of my dependency on God and my gratitude for His love. I also started to feel more willing to accept accountability for the choices I make with food and the results on my body or appearance, rather than blaming my body for weight related frustrations. Even if my body struggles with weight issues, I can learn to love my body deeper regardless of these limitations. Maybe self-love is what I have been lacking all along. Would I prefer to argue my limitations or embrace a higher level of respect for God’s creations? Maybe it is a distraction preventing me from my higher purpose and I can choose to stop focusing on my limitations and instead listen to the opportunities in my life to continue building up the Kingdom of God. Maybe I can love my body no matter how I look. Maybe food can become a sacred experience and an opportunity for God to show me how much He loves me. I can choose to receive that love by opening myself up and receiving the food as God’s offering of love for me.
CONFLICT – Here’s a common example – someone says something hurtful and you feel attacked or defensive or wounded by their words. How can we use these lessons so far to approach this situation? Do we do energy work to change their hearts or remove influences causing them to attack? Do we release energy from the past that got triggered? What if we try something new? Here’s an example from a client: She was hurt from a verbal attack that affected her ability to continue offering sessions. After implementing this new approach, Christ showed her a glimpse of pre-earth life. She had been deeply wounded from the lies of Lucifer, where we began as beings of pure love and innocence, these lies were extra painful to experience. So, this verbal attack touched on that wound, but she could now see it as an opportunity to heal those deep wounds! A deeper understanding of agency. Instead of being upset at the body for the lack of ability to communicate, giving it love and grace and thanking it for this lesson to learn more and become like the Savior. It’s okay for others to judge me incorrectly, instead to honor their perspective and feeling okay with that. I do not need to agree or take blame either. I let go of pride and care more about what Christ thinks of me. He knows my heart and I can feel peace, even gratitude for this difficult thing, it can be a blessing and even beautiful.
I also had an experience where my husband mis-represented something he said 8 years ago! Which stirred up a lot of defensiveness and emotions of conflict within me. How do I approach this with this newfound approach before things escalate? I had to get quiet with my thoughts and challenge each thought. First off, I had to remind myself of my overall goal. I am choosing to be a Child of God and listen to only God and represent the Savior in my interactions. I want to build up the kingdom of God, not just “being right”. Does tis mean I am just going to let other people walk all over me? No, I think that’s the adversary trying to urge me into conflict. Is my husband perfect? No. Am I perfect? No. Are we both still learning and making mistakes? Yes. Did he intend to attack me? Absolutely not. Does his statement change anything about the past? No. Is his comment intended to displace blame. Yes, I think so. Am I okay with that? No. Why? Hmmmm…. Cause he is wrong. That doesn’t feel right. Who’s to say I am right? Maybe, neither of us are right. Am I trying to hold him accountable at a level of perfection? Hmmm…. Where do I really want to put my energy? Into feeling love and peace. What would I need to understand to feel peaceful about this comment. Remember that we are a team and he is not my enemy! Satan is the enemy and my husband is my partner, I am done listening to any deception leading me to think we are enemies. We are both learning, growing, making mistakes and forgiving each other daily. We are learning how to love in God’s way and I do not need to accept blame or blame him. There’s another option, I can choose to love him and feel peace. We are always improving and changing, I do not expect more from him than he can offer right now at this point in his life experience just the same as I hope others are patient with me. I can choose love which means honoring him for the beauty he offers my life and the opportunities to learn a higher level of love by practicing with him. It’s the same as loving the limitations of my aging body, we are not waiting until we are perfect before loving our bodies or each other. We are learning how to love our bodies and each other amidst the imperfections. This is the lesson God is trying to teach us. I choose to embrace this lesson and let God teach me to love others as imperfect without expecting them to live up to my expectations. This is how God loves me and how I choose to love my husband. I feel better now, no more conflict resides in my heart from his words.
Another extreme is regarding conflict intended to do harm. My ex-husband is highly contentious and goes to the extremes. The solution seems so easy to me, I can try to help him until my face turns blue, but it never makes a difference. At this point I have learned to walk away until he is a safe person again. I can live in a world where there is a person seeking war without participating. I do not need to change his opinions by convincing him that I am right or my way is better. Christ has found a way to exist in a world where Lucifer also exists. There is much for me to learn regarding how to be unaffected by this intend to do harm. This keeps me humble, seeking a deeper ability to be unaffected by his actions or words. It comes down to control. I do not need to control him. If he tries to control me, what feelings are resulting? Why do I want to control his words or actions? Is it so he changes because I am so deeply invested in being Christlike that I love him and desire he remembers his worth? I wish I could say yes, but if I’m completely honest, no. Ok so then is it because I hate how he makes my life worse and how he makes other people feel sorry for him and hate me? That is more accurate, I want people to take my side because he is lying about me when he is the one causing problems, not me, I am simply defending my freedom. That’s deception making me think that I will feel better as long as everyone else changes…. Which is actually out of my control. That issue is not fixed by fixing him. That issue is fixed by fixing me. I could spend time working on my triggers or seeking validation or releasing traumas. That is a fabulous approach that can definitely offer relief, but what if we chose another option? What if I ask God to show me how to co-exist in a world where evil exists? I am learning that protecting myself from pain is not found in avoiding it entirely or converting evil into goodness or righteousness. Maybe pain can be embraced as a human emotion I am learning. Then I can recommit to following God and accept what has happened and embrace the agency of others as beautiful growth opportunities. God doesn’t take sides or pick favorites. Blaming my ex and needing God to take my side, is my ego or pride influencing my ability to hear God. God loves me and my enemy equally. The only way to understand this is by learning how to love in the manner God is teaching us.
Overcoming my struggles with sex, food and conflict, felt like mighty miracles and I felt a deep gratitude to God’s ways. He didn’t take away my struggle. He didn’t make my enemy stop attacking, He didn’t show my enemy the error of his ways, He didn’t make me skinny no matter how I treat my body. But I chose to commit to this change of heart, not knowing in advance what to expect. What if all my ailments are actually creating distractions keeping me from advancing to reach this potential? If so, maybe God was showing me that the storm will rage on, but I can still walk on the water. He also teaches us that the miracle is offered regardless of the change of heart or righteous intent. Does that mean we simply need to believe and God will take away all our suffering in the flesh or we simply have to endure until after death? Maybe I am still placing my limiting mortal understanding on something Godly. I believe that we can access these miracles right now, but we are distracted by the suffering and conflict. I also believe there is a difference in the approach between the person offering healing to others, the person receiving a miracle, and the person seeking self-improvement. Let’s keep learning. We need to understand agency better, which takes us into the difficult lessons.
DEEPER MYSTERIES
Please, remember I am simply attempting to share, while remaining an imperfect person. Always take this to God and ask to be taught to your heart anything I may misinterpret or misrepresent. These truths are sacred and I am still in my infancy with my education. This is not meant to alter God’s words in the scriptures, but to offer a deeper elaboration for more clarification in order to better ourselves so we can build up the kingdom of God on earth for the Savior’s return.
We tend to misunderstand our creation at the very root. What if Moses parting the water was a bit different than we thought. What if the water chose to part? Maybe Moses commanded the water, but under a deeper level of connection that we don’t yet know how to harness. Maybe it was God that parted the water and Moses simply offered the act of faith. Maybe no matter how it happened, all glory for that miracle went to God. I really do care about learning this more because I am committed to advancing myself, I am also committed to sharing it with you. Moses proved to us that we can all access God’s miracles even if we are not Christ. I believe that is why Christ invited Peter to walk on the water with him. That is why Christ taught his apostles to go and offer miracles to the people. God shows us that we are capable of so much more.
In order to understand how the elements respond or cooperate with Christ and how the physical body also responds to Christ, there is much to understand about creation. We are not exactly the same as Christ. As you know. But Christ taught us that we can move mountains. Is that strictly symbolic? Christ taught us that we can heal the sick or afflicted. Is that possible right now? Is it only through those with authority or priesthood power? Christ taught us we can walk on water. Is that only symbolic? If not, could it be misused or used for evil purposes? How do we learn this material without it becoming corrupted by evildoers? How do we practice healing without it being misunderstood as witchcraft or false prophets or the anti-Christ deceiving and drawing people away from righteousness? How do we learn in God’s way, giving all glory to God, no boosting others up, not corrupting the miracle, not forcing the miracle, not limiting our abilities, not repeating things that haven’t worked, but truly following God’s lead and allowing the mighty miracles to occur through us. I am simply a vessel for God to do good, I am the apprentice, I am nothing without God.
The most important lesson I have learned is regarding the 1/3 of heaven. As I type this, I am hesitant to share such an intense topic without the ability to clarify to each individual reading. I have been taught all my life that in the pre-existence there was a council where God the Father announced His plan to gain a body and experience life, but agency must exist. If man is tempted then we will need a Savior. Christ volunteered. The next part has created a multitude of questions in my mind. Lucifer also volunteered, but God took the first volunteer. Lucifer rebelled and took 1/3 of heaven with him. The scriptures say that their suffering is endless and they are cut off from God. This is still quite contingent on my understanding of the language used. I may presume this means they will never ever be given the atonement or progression, but maybe that’s a misunderstanding meant to boost myself up as favored in God’s eye or to blame the 1/3 for making my life hard. If everything was someone else’s fault then that pattern of thinking would create results. It doesn’t. If the influences I cannot see could destroy my life, then God wouldn’t have put us in such a vulnerable position. Do adversarial spirits exist? Absolutely! Can I trust them? No way! Are they capable of causing suffering? Yes! However, Satan wants you to think everything is an attack against you and that you are powerless to overcome it. Either other people or your body or spirits are causing ALL your suffering. That isn’t true. So, does that mean I am causing my own suffering? Nope. Satan loves to mislead us and spin circles preventing progress. I truly believe that the more we know, the more we can overcome and reach our goals. However, the goal is not an easy life without trials. Although that is promised to us when Christ returns and in heaven. Is enduring simply the answer? It depends on your goal and mission in life. My goal is to create a unified society on earth where Christ can dwell. I desire to learn how to create this by following the lessons freely offered from the prophets in the scriptures. Then taking these lessons to God to be taught how to apply the lessons to my own life, how to share it and how to advance for the purpose of creating New Jerusalem. So I am asking the hard questions and sharing my understanding or topics to ponder.
I became curious when I often found these spirits that I refer to as Lucifer’s children, not attacking, but hiding. I call them Lucifer’s children because God cast them out of heaven and Lucifer led them with the desire of creating his own glory. Whenever I found them, there is always one hiding per person, not attacking you, which was unexpected. I do not see multitudes of these spirits attacking or causing temptation or deception. The adversarial spirits I see tend to be disembodied. The understanding that was taught to me is that agency requires an opposing force. There was no opposition during the grand council therefore Lucifer had no experience with rebellion or evildoings. So how could he just blindly lead 1/3 of all God’s children down a faulty path especially when we knew this was part of God’s plan. Reminds me of Eve making the choice to partake of the fruit. At that point, our spirits were innocent and unable to believe lies. What if Lucifer was offered the role of the opposition, more like a calling? In that case, it would be unfair to have no plan for atoning Lucifer’s sins. God is a God of progression. In fact, there is an energy that I call “The Source” that oversees the universe. It is pure goodness co-existing next to pure darkness. There is no conflict between these two energies, they simply exist because there is a higher purpose. This is the same with Christ, He could have removed Lucifer from the Garden of Gethsemane, but instead He learned how to co-exist and even overcome the opposition that Lucifer represented. Christ overcame temptation, this was not found by forcing Lucifer to take accountability and change his ways either.
So, if this is a calling and God has offered the atonement for the path to return to God, then this is similar to the opportunity I am attempting to learn regarding healing from my past. But why do these spirits hide? I was still seeking further clarification. Then I was shown something that rocked my world. What if I misunderstand the 1/3 of heaven that fell? If my spirit is complete perfection of creation, then I would not be tempted when offered a choice and thus agency would not exist. What if 1/3 is representing part of me (and each of us) that had to “fall” or become susceptible to opposition? 1/3 of my spirit is still pure Godly light - a Child of God, 1/3 of me had to fall in order to be susceptible to deception and the last 1/3 is flesh. This offers the opportunity to choose who to follow, who to listen to. This explains why I feel internal conflict regarding most topics. It’s all within me so I have the power to change and I have the power to overcome opposition! I am not a victim! With this perspective, I can understand the purpose of trials and how to overcome them by finding my way back to my divine birthright as a Child of God. The fallen part is the natural man or energetic body and susceptible to deception. The righteous part is the spirit of God within you as a Child of God and part of the Godhood. Who do you give power to? Who do you listen to? Who are you committed to?
If this feels true to you, how does this alter your understanding of conflict? Or your view of the path of personal development and how other people influence you? Or your understanding of physical suffering? Or the healing nature of the touch of Christ? We can’t just overcome that temptation (even with a shield, although it can help when you feel overwhelmed by darkness), not even if we get other people to change to stop opposing us. Because all the answers are within you. All ability to change is within you. If agency is truth, then true change is not contingent on other people changing, but the change that occurs within you. I asked if we are meant to remove the natural man and that is not the lesson to learn. That is the same as desiring Lucifer’s plan of “no-opposition”. If we are accepting God’s plan, we are embracing opposition and agency. That is not the same as allowing evil in your life or seeing yourself as evil. Both are misleading. The war in heaven is so much more complex involving understanding how to manage the opposition. If opposition is necessary, then embracing the lessons offered by opposition and agency which might be the same as embracing God’s plan which also includes miracles! Learning how to manage these emotions is quite a challenge. Finding a way to co-exist or a way to see your past as perfect amidst all the difficulties, might be the deeper miracle!
You are in this program seeking healing because suffering feels awful! You are taking action in your life and creating change with the purpose of experiencing happiness! However, when the approach is to feel better by forcing another person to accept their fault in creating distress in your life, you might find yourself frustrated with the results. If you are frustrated with your body and seeking to release the distress from the past, you might be missing important components. Your desire is righteous, but lacking an understanding of the purpose
We are recommitting to being a Child of God and representing God in all we do. We are committed to learning more. As I asked about what Christ did to heal the sick, I had to understand these 3 parts: my Godly spirit which is my spirit core, the natural man part of my spirit which is the energetic body or even called the spirit body, and then my flesh. If the flesh is the part I seek to heal, then I need to understand more. The flesh has a detailed history and I am afraid that there is so much, I can only partially understand each component and had to watch the changes throughout time. At the time of the Garden of Eden, the flesh was immortal and the spirits in Adam and Eve were perfect without sin and therefore there was no fallen part or natural man. Their bodies were not plagued by illness or death. Then when they chose the tree of knowledge, their bodies became mortal and burdened by death. However, Christ’s body was like ours, so hope is not lost. Adam and Eve still possessed bodies that lived hundreds of years all the way until the time of the flood, they stood 19 feet tall too. What the heck changed? There was an energy share between all of creation: people, animals and the earth. This energy share was misused for evil doings and with the changes of the flood, God also blocked man from this connection, God also introduced illness to keep man humble, but also to communicate with us through our bodies so we can remain on course. So, the earth and animals can still share in a complete oneness - this as an open connection and offering, but we are still struggling with a block as we misunderstand this gift. The energy share opens when you are worthy of it. However, when offering a healing session, you may access its gifts and offer a deeper level of healing. This is not the same as grounding or healing compounds or inviting the earth to take on energy. That’s still a misunderstanding. I’m referring to the bigger energy share that Peter accessed when walking on water or when Moses parted the Red Sea or when Christ healed the sick.
More about history though. Mankind has been corrupted, Lucifer claimed this world as his own when Adam and Eve partook of the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. When they fell, their bodies became subject to death, temptation and suffering. Due to the corruption from the seed of Cain, Lucifer has pegged himself as God of this world. If we go even deeper into the experiences of Adam and Eve we find interesting lessons. The tree itself represents a family tree or your origin, with the tree trunk representing you directly. So why is it a Tree of Life and a Tree of Knowledge? Maybe so we would understand it represents each of us. The tree of life is my spirit core, the pure Godly part of me that is part of the Godhead. The tree of knowledge is the natural man, the fallen part that is susceptible to deception. Part of the original plan involved accepting opposition, but it has to be a choice. Eve chose to be both the Godly spirit core and the natural man so that we would each have a fair choice offered without being swayed one way over the other. The tree of life representing eternal life and the tree of knowledge representing death. Now, when this occurred there is a complex detail of the corruption. You see Eve was pure and thus couldn't be deceived prior to her grand decision. What exactly happened for there to be any part of our own spirits to be affected by darkness? Think about it, if I was pure light, then temptation would have no power. In order for this to occur, the fall presented a new challenge. You see there is also an open energy share with all of creation. We used to share freely and receive freely with all of creation, being an open vessel. So, Lucifer desired to possess the bodies of Adam and Eve. When Adam and Eve bore children, their first-born Cain who was raised by two innocent parents in righteousness and very little temptations, he witnessed his parents being tormented by Lucifer attempting to misuse this open energy share to corrupt the seed of Adam and Eve. Cain learned the law of sacrifice and chose that the only way that mankind stood any chance to be free of the corruption of Lucifer, was to sacrifice himself for mankind. He offered himself as an open vessel unto Lucifer, then immediately closed himself up to trap Lucifer within. Was that intentional or an automatic response? I’m not sure. This freed Adam and Eve making it possible for a pure family line upon the earth until the time of Christ so that Mary was pure and without corruption. However, it did still corrupt mankind, just allowing for a division of both good and evil.
The body changed, even more after the flood. God feels deep sorrow that we are suffering illness. He actually desires to relieve us of the burden of illness. Otherwise, Christ would have told us that instead of healing the body, He was only sent to teach righteousness, but no, Christ went beyond teaching righteousness. Christ proved that the body can heal instantly! We can absolutely take back our divine birthright and stand up to Satan and commit to being a Child of God. I am done listening to you, I know my divine birthright. I am a Child of God. I represent God in my countenance! My body is not a playground for opposing forces meant to break down this perfect body. I choose to embrace the healing energy my body offers me. Now, did the flesh heal because it was touched by the purity of the lineage of God? Did the flesh heal as a response to the true miracle that took place with the change of heart? Did the flesh heal as it was offered a sacrifice from Christ and thus it was an offering and not forced or commanded, but completely free of control or ego? Did it heal just because the person had faith Christ could heal them and thus open to receive without feeling the burden of suffering being God’s will? Did it heal because there was a deep connection with all of creation and the earth offered healing while Christ touched the heart and flesh, acting as one with God? Did Christ heal everything or just the ailment that was being sought for relief. Did this prevent them from getting sick again?
Christ was pure of any corruption from sin or from the tree of knowledge. Mankind’s lineage is mixed with corruption from the seed of Cain which gives death power over the flesh. The more we practice these steps, offering healing to others, your sacrifice for others heals your own heart, but it spreads the goodness of God's love further and faster. More on this sacrifice in the steps offered by the Trials of Job.
Before moving on, there is another possibility regarding the healing of the flesh. Christ teaches us we can command the mountain to move and it will move. We do have power to heal, but do we have the authority to heal the body as Christ did? Here’s the best I can understand while representing the gospel Christ brought to the earth to the best of my understanding. What if the Holy Ghost is me? What if I am part of the Godhead? What if I am climbing out of the darkness and finding my way back to my divine birthright? What if I am aligning with God’s understanding and allowing God to use me as a vessel? If that is the case, then I am not forcing anything when I use a command, it’s more like a deep respect and partnership. It healing is offered through God, but part of my divine birthright too, then maybe I can command the flesh. My ego tends to get in the way often and I thwart most attempts, but when I am humble enough to receive the gift of God’s teachings, then I am also open to understanding revelation better as well. What if I helped create my own body and that is why my flesh can respond to a command. However, that command must be pure love which is something I am still learning. Therefore, accessing that birthright is difficult. Maybe I forgot that my body is living. Maybe I am not dying. Maybe I am alive and my body is not falling apart or breaking down due to love, but due to suffering. Maybe if I turn my heart to God, then I can access enough love to return to a state of healing and life energy, rather than clinging to my suffering. Maybe I misunderstand what it means to command the flesh. Maybe I misunderstand who I really am and even who God is. We must always have a prayer in our hearts and seek to keep learning and asking questions, eager to receive answers and direction.
We are offering a covenant to dedicate your life to God in creating heaven on earth, reminding mankind of the truth of God’s love by bringing the vibration of the earth up so high that Christ can join us in peace. We do not bring up these vibrations with a few simple steps, but a commitment to following God. It seems so obvious to me now that my previous way of living, I was committed to my suffering and allowing darkness to direct my results. I was always feeling sorry for myself and blaming others for my misery. Now, it seems like I am given the opportunity each day to recommit to God and living! Then going even further. This is a team effort as our families and other people test us each day to elevate our ways to represent God in our interactions. The process Christ goes through is far too intense to casually practice, it involves a commitment to a complete change. Every single time, I learn from God. Following the steps isn’t enough. Again, this is different for the one offering healing as we are seeking to help others not just ourselves. The faith Moses exhibited was different than the faith of the people following him, Christ didn’t offer healing that was contingent on change! It was offered freely when someone asked in faith. Even then, Christ always waited for God to direct Him. As healers, we are committing to this change of heart in order to bring miracles back to the world. Often the miracle offered is the change of heart, which is what we all seek and is the root of all healing energy within the body. Ideally, these steps are helping your thoughts align with Christ and your understanding of love elevating. When I follow these steps as they are directed by God, it feels like I am the one being blessed. I still offer sessions with the original Spirit Code because there are many different approaches that people need! I choose to honor each person by meeting them where they are, without judgement or persuasion or my own agenda.
Animals are an open vessel. Which is great foresight for our potential as well. Animals offer themselves as an opportunity to help us offset energy. When we are honoring this gift, we do not send energy to animals, we do not use this understanding to control animals either. This balance is offered to mankind as a gift, it is a choice by the animal. We do not ask the atmosphere to offer oxygen for the next breath. We do not tell the earth to create gravity. Why? Because it is offered freely as there is a balance with creation and God’s plan to sustain life. Exactly, that is the same with this energy share. Animals also offer us an opportunity to grow and progress by working through animals. This is a bit more complex as there are hundreds of possibilities. I am feeling we need to focus on the open vessel and connection with the animals and the earth. Prior to the flood this connection was open, but mankind misused this power to cause harm to other people, animals and the earth. God took this connection away, but at the time of the Savior’s return it will be fully restored. When Christ offered healing, this connection was open. When Moses parted the sea, this connection was open. I asked if I am worthy of having this connection open and if this is the key component to physical healing? There’s actually more to understand first, we aren’t ready to fully practice this open energy share at this point in time. This connection involves being offered a few gifts. They are an offering, similar to the gift animals offer or the oxygen the earth offers. There is a cause and effect. When I am worthy, it will be the natural result. Does that mean if it is not working for you or you are still sick, then you are sinful or being rejected from this gift? NO! It means we are still learning how to better ourselves and there is more to learn! It’s an opportunity to keep learning! How exciting is that?! It’s like the process of potty training. Once you learn everything and are developmentally ready, it becomes and automatic and easy process of controlling the bladder that you practice daily. I do not expect God to take the urine from my bladder because it full and hurts. I can learn how to do it myself, just like Christ advised regarding the mighty miracles He showed us are possible through His example. This same connection with animals occurs with the earth and mankind. When that shared connection is open, it comes with great responsibility. Our current mindset is “I need help my ex-husband keeps attacking and its causing distress in my kids.” This is a completely righteous request that I assist clients with, but if the shared energy space was open, could you resist the temptation to impose on his agency and fix the situation? We still struggle with controlling others, they still struggle with controlling us. We have a perspective of righteous intentions so it can be difficult to see this as a misuse of power. That’s the point, we are quite desensitized. It takes a great deal of effort to shift the focus. Our bodies being plagued with illness is a sign that we are suffering from the tree of knowledge and the spirit of death rather than the tree of life and the spirit of life. But it is so easy to jump to the wrong conclusion. There is a component out of our power, our lineage has the seed of Cain. Cain represents the seed of Lucifer. Christ represents the seed of God. There is pollution in our physical genetic makeup. But God promised us hope with the parable of the grafting of the olive branch. There has to be a complete separation from being a child of Lucifer, the spirit of death and the tree of knowledge of good/evil. And a complete shift into the family of God, the tree of life and the divine gift of healing life force that Christ showed us. When the ocean parted for Moses, there was a deep honor for God’s plan, for all of creation and the ocean chose to honor God and there was a complete offering that was absent of control. Moses offered himself, the ocean offered a safe passage, and God orchestrated it. Both Moses and the ocean offered all glory to God. When miracles occur, the praise is a union of Godhood, lacking all force or ego and full of love for God, for the body and honoring the complete journey we must each walk.
Regarding offering healing to others: I had a dream. I was chatting with a friend casually for awhile. She asked me to follow her to her boat on the shore. Next to the boat is a baby jumper like an exercauser. It was tilted on its side. She made a comment “silly baby Jimmy, he must have gone off exploring again.” I became concerned and frantically searched the ocean for her baby assuming the tide took him off and he drowned. I found a raft stuck to the ocean floor and a lump underneath, I was in about 2 feet water depth. I lifted the raft and found the baby. I immediately flipped him upside down to drain the water from his lungs and then did CPR. After much effort, the baby was breathing again. My friend was super casual about the event as though it was just another day. I was exhausted and feeling worried about her as a mother alone with this precious baby. I woke up and that day I was stuck on a session as I felt the effort on my part was extreme and there was a lack of awareness from my client for the amazing gift that had been offered. I didn’t understand yet how to overcome my feelings of frustration so I could return to the deep effort of love it takes to offer these types of sessions. This dream popped in my mind with a deeper understanding. Why did I rescue that baby? Was it for the mother? Was it for my own glory? No, it was for the baby. What does the mother represent? Our pride or lack of accountability and carelessness. What does the baby represent? The most precious gift God offered us; our bodies as part of God’s plan or the gift of loving others. Why was this represented with a baby? Maybe to represent purity of innocence and dependency on a loving Father. So why would God rescue that baby over and over again regardless of the mother learning her lesson? Because it is a deeper love for God and His creations. We are not offering healing because we think the person deserves it or because they had a change of heart or because we need them to make batter choices to make our lives easier. We offer healing out of a deep level of respect as we honor God and His creations. This is the change of heart and change of perspective we must remember every single time we attempt this effort. What is your intention?
One last detail is regarding energetic tithing: “Give away all you hath”. What if the law of tithing (law of consecration) was meant to represent God’s blessings and healing energy and love. If you received a miracle of healing, would you be ready to share that healing energy with all mankind and creation? That is what the trees and the earth and all the angels and even God offers you. It makes sense we are commanded to share within the law of consecration. Not dumping negative energy, but sharing all the positive energy you possess. When you know without doubt, that all the light energy is endless, you will be more capable of sharing freely. Now, this also means shielding might need to be adjusted based on your needs. Personally, I don’t need a shield very often unless I am in a compromised space. If you are an open vessel, you must be in a space where this leaves you vulnerable. There are a few perspectives; either opening up only to do this work if your home or environment is not conducive to a safe energy share or wait until you are ready to take part in a higher way of living. Once you are ready then a very different protection will be available, not created by you, but offered to you. You will be on a higher plane or frequency and therefore not affected by adversarial spirits. An open energy share is hard to keep open and there are many who may seek to misuse this so use your intuition for guidance. Obviously, it is not ideal to be under attack, there will be a time this becomes easier as people around us also elevate their way of living, for now we are practicing because threats are very real in our world presently.
When we are honoring others, “honour thy father and mother”, we are seeing this as an opportunity to love others in their journey and to love the journey and all it represents. Choosing a higher form of healing that is not forced, becoming one with the body and creation and the earth and God. Once all these parts are aligned, once we understand our purpose, and we are humbled as we cannot do it alone, and we submit, then there is a deep act of love we offer one another. The more I share of myself, the more God shares with me. For instance, when going through the healing steps, I will feel so much love that I find myself offering all the love and joy and energy or vibrance that I possess. I have been blessed with so much and I desire others can be relieved of their suffering so I will trade places and offer all I have sparing nothing, expecting nothing, feeling blessed for the opportunity. Other times, I might be aware someone is not ready to remain open, so I will offer them access to my open flow while they remain closed. The more I offer, the more that God offers me tenfold. The more you practice this, the more you will develop a testimony that God always intended for us to share in this manner. I am offering myself as a vessel to God to bless others, this is God’s will.
There is plenty of room to misunderstand and that is why God wants to teach us directly. We all thirst for righteousness and time is swiftly approaching. I am sharing things to ponder so we can begin supporting one another and advancing for the return of Christ. It is time to bond together and begin practicing these steps. Let’s move onto lesson #4.
When we bathe, do we bathe because we feel disgusting being dirty or ashamed that we got dirty in the first place? Do we bathe because we are embarrassed of the stink and what others will think? Do we bathe because we want everyone to know we are better than them? Do we blame God for creating dirt? Do we ask God to prevent us from getting dirty in the future? Do we panic that we might get dirty tomorrow and have to bathe again? Do we give up because it’s hopeless trying to stay clean? Do we resent others for getting their dirt on us by accident or force or carelessness? Do we try to bathe others because they would be happier if they bathe like we do? Do we shame others for not bathing more often or for being dirty? Do we pray for God to make the dirt go away? Do we pray to God to help others to stop being so dirty because it stinks and it presents challenges in your life when their stink pollutes your home and creates more work for you? What if getting dirty is part of life and when we finally accept that the dirt is not preventable, we can also accept that we are accountable for how dirty we get each day and simply clean up, then embrace living! The dirt is not the main focus, the dirt is not a mistake, the dirt is not the problem! We don’t need to worry about how dirty we got 20 years ago or remind others of how dirty they got 20 years ago. We don’t need to waste time worrying about the dirt of tomorrow or attempting to prevent the dirt of tomorrow. We don’t need to live with dirty ears today because they got dirty in your childhood and we feel powerless to change them. We don’t need to waste any more time doing anything except loving the opportunity and lessons that came with the experience that led to getting dirty. Not because you got dirty, not in spite of the dirt, not if you clean up that dirt from many years ago, but from a different perspective of gratitude for the life you experienced. You have the power to get clean today and stay clean by freeing yourself of the punishment of the past dirt. It’s simply a choice to place your energy into being present with the opportunity that today brings. You get to choose where you put your energy. The dirt exists. We don’t have to eliminate dirt from the earth and we do not need to wait for God to remove the dirt before we can feel clean. I could relate this to cleaning the house, but I think you got the message.
We put all our energy into healing from past traumas because suffering sucks so much! We also put a lot of energy into projecting possible repetition of similar traumas. We also feel very stuck in current suffering. This is why we seek miracles and pursue deeper understanding. This led me to seeking further light and knowledge straight from the source. Most Spirit Code protocols are present for many different people with different needs, they all serve a purpose, but I still seek to understand what is preventing us from fulfilling the Savior’s promises. I don’t have all the answers, but I have pondered some of the most common topics for session requests. SEX, FOOD and CONFLICT. Here are some ideas for implementing pattern changes once you are able to accept/embrace the trials from the past and begin becoming aware of the energy you are putting into the resulting patterns.
SEX – Pattern keeping you stuck: pornography or sex addiction or inappropriate fantasies or even feeling disconnected and struggling with climax. Whatever the original event is that led to this pattern, we can still approach it together because we share the same intention of overcoming destructive patterns in order to connect in a more fulfilling level of intimacy. Start with removing any “expectations & limitations traps”, then choose a new way to reflect on those difficult memories that led to these patterns. Remember the cleansing of that memory is attainable if you choose to hand it over to God in faith. Ask God to help you to remember your divine worth and see yourself through His eyes. That memory, although difficult, was part of this life experience and all memories can be filled with light when you choose gratitude and recommit to being alive! Consciously choosing to only listen to God about your divine worth! Then begin to take back the power to change in your current thought patterns. You are not captive in the patterns lacking the ability to change, that is a deceptive dissolution giving the adversary further power to entrap you in a state of no-progression, but you cannot override the agency of a partner. They need to participate in creating this change and being accountable for their actions. During intimacy with your partner, invite God into your space. I know, that feels strange, but don’t misunderstand, we are just inviting Him to direct the experience to help you create a more fulfilling and enriching experience. God created your body, your sexual needs, and intimacy, to create a sacred bond. He knows how to help you overcome destructive patterns. The words shared with me are: “I open myself up”. Then see yourself open your entire being: spirit, mind heart, chakras, and all your being towards your partner. Then “I receive you” (in whatever capacity your partner is able to share at that time). There is zero force. Even the shift of “I invite you to open yourself up to me” – is misdirected and will stop the sacred bond. No matter how small the offering as it is offered at the capacity you or your partner is ready to offer. Every moment the temptation to allow destructive thoughts power to win, it is always your choice to turn to God and ask for help to overcome those thoughts and recommit to being a Child of God! We tend to listen to Satan and not God, so this is a commitment that takes practice. When doing this work for someone else, the process is different and requires more lessons as we must change the approach entirely.
FOOD – Food is a physical need we all share. Cravings can overpower anyone committed to weight loss. Food is directly connected to weight related frustrations and even creates self-disgust. Rather than working on weight loss sabotages, we can refocus on our relationship with food. When I asked to learn a better way, my mind reflected on 3 main points: when Christ fasted 40 days and 40 nights, words representing the sacrament as Gods flesh and blood, Lucifer tempting Christ to turn a stone into bread. Each topic opens up a deeper conversation, but it narrows down to choosing to make each meal a sacred experience and learning how to control these physical desires. What if food represented becoming one with creation and the creator? What if the deep respect for the body includes seeing food as a Godly communion with all of God’s creations and fully embracing the opportunity to depend on nature to sustain the flesh? This is an interesting perspective to humility and accountability. What if we approach cravings as an opportunity to manage the desires of the flesh? Or cravings remind us that we have a choice, although the adversary is loud, we can still choose what to consume. Maybe my body is changing and therefore I am being reminded to allow myself to be flexible and teachable. What if I asked to see the potential for this interaction with food? I opened myself up to the nourishment and offering from God to sustain my body’s ability to live. I started to feel a deep gratitude that God offers us everything we need to survive; oxygen, food, love, etc. I became humbled to the needs of my body; I became more aware of my dependency on God and my gratitude for His love. I also started to feel more willing to accept accountability for the choices I make with food and the results on my body or appearance, rather than blaming my body for weight related frustrations. Even if my body struggles with weight issues, I can learn to love my body deeper regardless of these limitations. Maybe self-love is what I have been lacking all along. Would I prefer to argue my limitations or embrace a higher level of respect for God’s creations? Maybe it is a distraction preventing me from my higher purpose and I can choose to stop focusing on my limitations and instead listen to the opportunities in my life to continue building up the Kingdom of God. Maybe I can love my body no matter how I look. Maybe food can become a sacred experience and an opportunity for God to show me how much He loves me. I can choose to receive that love by opening myself up and receiving the food as God’s offering of love for me.
CONFLICT – Here’s a common example – someone says something hurtful and you feel attacked or defensive or wounded by their words. How can we use these lessons so far to approach this situation? Do we do energy work to change their hearts or remove influences causing them to attack? Do we release energy from the past that got triggered? What if we try something new? Here’s an example from a client: She was hurt from a verbal attack that affected her ability to continue offering sessions. After implementing this new approach, Christ showed her a glimpse of pre-earth life. She had been deeply wounded from the lies of Lucifer, where we began as beings of pure love and innocence, these lies were extra painful to experience. So, this verbal attack touched on that wound, but she could now see it as an opportunity to heal those deep wounds! A deeper understanding of agency. Instead of being upset at the body for the lack of ability to communicate, giving it love and grace and thanking it for this lesson to learn more and become like the Savior. It’s okay for others to judge me incorrectly, instead to honor their perspective and feeling okay with that. I do not need to agree or take blame either. I let go of pride and care more about what Christ thinks of me. He knows my heart and I can feel peace, even gratitude for this difficult thing, it can be a blessing and even beautiful.
I also had an experience where my husband mis-represented something he said 8 years ago! Which stirred up a lot of defensiveness and emotions of conflict within me. How do I approach this with this newfound approach before things escalate? I had to get quiet with my thoughts and challenge each thought. First off, I had to remind myself of my overall goal. I am choosing to be a Child of God and listen to only God and represent the Savior in my interactions. I want to build up the kingdom of God, not just “being right”. Does tis mean I am just going to let other people walk all over me? No, I think that’s the adversary trying to urge me into conflict. Is my husband perfect? No. Am I perfect? No. Are we both still learning and making mistakes? Yes. Did he intend to attack me? Absolutely not. Does his statement change anything about the past? No. Is his comment intended to displace blame. Yes, I think so. Am I okay with that? No. Why? Hmmmm…. Cause he is wrong. That doesn’t feel right. Who’s to say I am right? Maybe, neither of us are right. Am I trying to hold him accountable at a level of perfection? Hmmm…. Where do I really want to put my energy? Into feeling love and peace. What would I need to understand to feel peaceful about this comment. Remember that we are a team and he is not my enemy! Satan is the enemy and my husband is my partner, I am done listening to any deception leading me to think we are enemies. We are both learning, growing, making mistakes and forgiving each other daily. We are learning how to love in God’s way and I do not need to accept blame or blame him. There’s another option, I can choose to love him and feel peace. We are always improving and changing, I do not expect more from him than he can offer right now at this point in his life experience just the same as I hope others are patient with me. I can choose love which means honoring him for the beauty he offers my life and the opportunities to learn a higher level of love by practicing with him. It’s the same as loving the limitations of my aging body, we are not waiting until we are perfect before loving our bodies or each other. We are learning how to love our bodies and each other amidst the imperfections. This is the lesson God is trying to teach us. I choose to embrace this lesson and let God teach me to love others as imperfect without expecting them to live up to my expectations. This is how God loves me and how I choose to love my husband. I feel better now, no more conflict resides in my heart from his words.
Another extreme is regarding conflict intended to do harm. My ex-husband is highly contentious and goes to the extremes. The solution seems so easy to me, I can try to help him until my face turns blue, but it never makes a difference. At this point I have learned to walk away until he is a safe person again. I can live in a world where there is a person seeking war without participating. I do not need to change his opinions by convincing him that I am right or my way is better. Christ has found a way to exist in a world where Lucifer also exists. There is much for me to learn regarding how to be unaffected by this intend to do harm. This keeps me humble, seeking a deeper ability to be unaffected by his actions or words. It comes down to control. I do not need to control him. If he tries to control me, what feelings are resulting? Why do I want to control his words or actions? Is it so he changes because I am so deeply invested in being Christlike that I love him and desire he remembers his worth? I wish I could say yes, but if I’m completely honest, no. Ok so then is it because I hate how he makes my life worse and how he makes other people feel sorry for him and hate me? That is more accurate, I want people to take my side because he is lying about me when he is the one causing problems, not me, I am simply defending my freedom. That’s deception making me think that I will feel better as long as everyone else changes…. Which is actually out of my control. That issue is not fixed by fixing him. That issue is fixed by fixing me. I could spend time working on my triggers or seeking validation or releasing traumas. That is a fabulous approach that can definitely offer relief, but what if we chose another option? What if I ask God to show me how to co-exist in a world where evil exists? I am learning that protecting myself from pain is not found in avoiding it entirely or converting evil into goodness or righteousness. Maybe pain can be embraced as a human emotion I am learning. Then I can recommit to following God and accept what has happened and embrace the agency of others as beautiful growth opportunities. God doesn’t take sides or pick favorites. Blaming my ex and needing God to take my side, is my ego or pride influencing my ability to hear God. God loves me and my enemy equally. The only way to understand this is by learning how to love in the manner God is teaching us.
Overcoming my struggles with sex, food and conflict, felt like mighty miracles and I felt a deep gratitude to God’s ways. He didn’t take away my struggle. He didn’t make my enemy stop attacking, He didn’t show my enemy the error of his ways, He didn’t make me skinny no matter how I treat my body. But I chose to commit to this change of heart, not knowing in advance what to expect. What if all my ailments are actually creating distractions keeping me from advancing to reach this potential? If so, maybe God was showing me that the storm will rage on, but I can still walk on the water. He also teaches us that the miracle is offered regardless of the change of heart or righteous intent. Does that mean we simply need to believe and God will take away all our suffering in the flesh or we simply have to endure until after death? Maybe I am still placing my limiting mortal understanding on something Godly. I believe that we can access these miracles right now, but we are distracted by the suffering and conflict. I also believe there is a difference in the approach between the person offering healing to others, the person receiving a miracle, and the person seeking self-improvement. Let’s keep learning. We need to understand agency better, which takes us into the difficult lessons.
DEEPER MYSTERIES
Please, remember I am simply attempting to share, while remaining an imperfect person. Always take this to God and ask to be taught to your heart anything I may misinterpret or misrepresent. These truths are sacred and I am still in my infancy with my education. This is not meant to alter God’s words in the scriptures, but to offer a deeper elaboration for more clarification in order to better ourselves so we can build up the kingdom of God on earth for the Savior’s return.
We tend to misunderstand our creation at the very root. What if Moses parting the water was a bit different than we thought. What if the water chose to part? Maybe Moses commanded the water, but under a deeper level of connection that we don’t yet know how to harness. Maybe it was God that parted the water and Moses simply offered the act of faith. Maybe no matter how it happened, all glory for that miracle went to God. I really do care about learning this more because I am committed to advancing myself, I am also committed to sharing it with you. Moses proved to us that we can all access God’s miracles even if we are not Christ. I believe that is why Christ invited Peter to walk on the water with him. That is why Christ taught his apostles to go and offer miracles to the people. God shows us that we are capable of so much more.
In order to understand how the elements respond or cooperate with Christ and how the physical body also responds to Christ, there is much to understand about creation. We are not exactly the same as Christ. As you know. But Christ taught us that we can move mountains. Is that strictly symbolic? Christ taught us that we can heal the sick or afflicted. Is that possible right now? Is it only through those with authority or priesthood power? Christ taught us we can walk on water. Is that only symbolic? If not, could it be misused or used for evil purposes? How do we learn this material without it becoming corrupted by evildoers? How do we practice healing without it being misunderstood as witchcraft or false prophets or the anti-Christ deceiving and drawing people away from righteousness? How do we learn in God’s way, giving all glory to God, no boosting others up, not corrupting the miracle, not forcing the miracle, not limiting our abilities, not repeating things that haven’t worked, but truly following God’s lead and allowing the mighty miracles to occur through us. I am simply a vessel for God to do good, I am the apprentice, I am nothing without God.
The most important lesson I have learned is regarding the 1/3 of heaven. As I type this, I am hesitant to share such an intense topic without the ability to clarify to each individual reading. I have been taught all my life that in the pre-existence there was a council where God the Father announced His plan to gain a body and experience life, but agency must exist. If man is tempted then we will need a Savior. Christ volunteered. The next part has created a multitude of questions in my mind. Lucifer also volunteered, but God took the first volunteer. Lucifer rebelled and took 1/3 of heaven with him. The scriptures say that their suffering is endless and they are cut off from God. This is still quite contingent on my understanding of the language used. I may presume this means they will never ever be given the atonement or progression, but maybe that’s a misunderstanding meant to boost myself up as favored in God’s eye or to blame the 1/3 for making my life hard. If everything was someone else’s fault then that pattern of thinking would create results. It doesn’t. If the influences I cannot see could destroy my life, then God wouldn’t have put us in such a vulnerable position. Do adversarial spirits exist? Absolutely! Can I trust them? No way! Are they capable of causing suffering? Yes! However, Satan wants you to think everything is an attack against you and that you are powerless to overcome it. Either other people or your body or spirits are causing ALL your suffering. That isn’t true. So, does that mean I am causing my own suffering? Nope. Satan loves to mislead us and spin circles preventing progress. I truly believe that the more we know, the more we can overcome and reach our goals. However, the goal is not an easy life without trials. Although that is promised to us when Christ returns and in heaven. Is enduring simply the answer? It depends on your goal and mission in life. My goal is to create a unified society on earth where Christ can dwell. I desire to learn how to create this by following the lessons freely offered from the prophets in the scriptures. Then taking these lessons to God to be taught how to apply the lessons to my own life, how to share it and how to advance for the purpose of creating New Jerusalem. So I am asking the hard questions and sharing my understanding or topics to ponder.
I became curious when I often found these spirits that I refer to as Lucifer’s children, not attacking, but hiding. I call them Lucifer’s children because God cast them out of heaven and Lucifer led them with the desire of creating his own glory. Whenever I found them, there is always one hiding per person, not attacking you, which was unexpected. I do not see multitudes of these spirits attacking or causing temptation or deception. The adversarial spirits I see tend to be disembodied. The understanding that was taught to me is that agency requires an opposing force. There was no opposition during the grand council therefore Lucifer had no experience with rebellion or evildoings. So how could he just blindly lead 1/3 of all God’s children down a faulty path especially when we knew this was part of God’s plan. Reminds me of Eve making the choice to partake of the fruit. At that point, our spirits were innocent and unable to believe lies. What if Lucifer was offered the role of the opposition, more like a calling? In that case, it would be unfair to have no plan for atoning Lucifer’s sins. God is a God of progression. In fact, there is an energy that I call “The Source” that oversees the universe. It is pure goodness co-existing next to pure darkness. There is no conflict between these two energies, they simply exist because there is a higher purpose. This is the same with Christ, He could have removed Lucifer from the Garden of Gethsemane, but instead He learned how to co-exist and even overcome the opposition that Lucifer represented. Christ overcame temptation, this was not found by forcing Lucifer to take accountability and change his ways either.
So, if this is a calling and God has offered the atonement for the path to return to God, then this is similar to the opportunity I am attempting to learn regarding healing from my past. But why do these spirits hide? I was still seeking further clarification. Then I was shown something that rocked my world. What if I misunderstand the 1/3 of heaven that fell? If my spirit is complete perfection of creation, then I would not be tempted when offered a choice and thus agency would not exist. What if 1/3 is representing part of me (and each of us) that had to “fall” or become susceptible to opposition? 1/3 of my spirit is still pure Godly light - a Child of God, 1/3 of me had to fall in order to be susceptible to deception and the last 1/3 is flesh. This offers the opportunity to choose who to follow, who to listen to. This explains why I feel internal conflict regarding most topics. It’s all within me so I have the power to change and I have the power to overcome opposition! I am not a victim! With this perspective, I can understand the purpose of trials and how to overcome them by finding my way back to my divine birthright as a Child of God. The fallen part is the natural man or energetic body and susceptible to deception. The righteous part is the spirit of God within you as a Child of God and part of the Godhood. Who do you give power to? Who do you listen to? Who are you committed to?
If this feels true to you, how does this alter your understanding of conflict? Or your view of the path of personal development and how other people influence you? Or your understanding of physical suffering? Or the healing nature of the touch of Christ? We can’t just overcome that temptation (even with a shield, although it can help when you feel overwhelmed by darkness), not even if we get other people to change to stop opposing us. Because all the answers are within you. All ability to change is within you. If agency is truth, then true change is not contingent on other people changing, but the change that occurs within you. I asked if we are meant to remove the natural man and that is not the lesson to learn. That is the same as desiring Lucifer’s plan of “no-opposition”. If we are accepting God’s plan, we are embracing opposition and agency. That is not the same as allowing evil in your life or seeing yourself as evil. Both are misleading. The war in heaven is so much more complex involving understanding how to manage the opposition. If opposition is necessary, then embracing the lessons offered by opposition and agency which might be the same as embracing God’s plan which also includes miracles! Learning how to manage these emotions is quite a challenge. Finding a way to co-exist or a way to see your past as perfect amidst all the difficulties, might be the deeper miracle!
You are in this program seeking healing because suffering feels awful! You are taking action in your life and creating change with the purpose of experiencing happiness! However, when the approach is to feel better by forcing another person to accept their fault in creating distress in your life, you might find yourself frustrated with the results. If you are frustrated with your body and seeking to release the distress from the past, you might be missing important components. Your desire is righteous, but lacking an understanding of the purpose
We are recommitting to being a Child of God and representing God in all we do. We are committed to learning more. As I asked about what Christ did to heal the sick, I had to understand these 3 parts: my Godly spirit which is my spirit core, the natural man part of my spirit which is the energetic body or even called the spirit body, and then my flesh. If the flesh is the part I seek to heal, then I need to understand more. The flesh has a detailed history and I am afraid that there is so much, I can only partially understand each component and had to watch the changes throughout time. At the time of the Garden of Eden, the flesh was immortal and the spirits in Adam and Eve were perfect without sin and therefore there was no fallen part or natural man. Their bodies were not plagued by illness or death. Then when they chose the tree of knowledge, their bodies became mortal and burdened by death. However, Christ’s body was like ours, so hope is not lost. Adam and Eve still possessed bodies that lived hundreds of years all the way until the time of the flood, they stood 19 feet tall too. What the heck changed? There was an energy share between all of creation: people, animals and the earth. This energy share was misused for evil doings and with the changes of the flood, God also blocked man from this connection, God also introduced illness to keep man humble, but also to communicate with us through our bodies so we can remain on course. So, the earth and animals can still share in a complete oneness - this as an open connection and offering, but we are still struggling with a block as we misunderstand this gift. The energy share opens when you are worthy of it. However, when offering a healing session, you may access its gifts and offer a deeper level of healing. This is not the same as grounding or healing compounds or inviting the earth to take on energy. That’s still a misunderstanding. I’m referring to the bigger energy share that Peter accessed when walking on water or when Moses parted the Red Sea or when Christ healed the sick.
More about history though. Mankind has been corrupted, Lucifer claimed this world as his own when Adam and Eve partook of the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. When they fell, their bodies became subject to death, temptation and suffering. Due to the corruption from the seed of Cain, Lucifer has pegged himself as God of this world. If we go even deeper into the experiences of Adam and Eve we find interesting lessons. The tree itself represents a family tree or your origin, with the tree trunk representing you directly. So why is it a Tree of Life and a Tree of Knowledge? Maybe so we would understand it represents each of us. The tree of life is my spirit core, the pure Godly part of me that is part of the Godhead. The tree of knowledge is the natural man, the fallen part that is susceptible to deception. Part of the original plan involved accepting opposition, but it has to be a choice. Eve chose to be both the Godly spirit core and the natural man so that we would each have a fair choice offered without being swayed one way over the other. The tree of life representing eternal life and the tree of knowledge representing death. Now, when this occurred there is a complex detail of the corruption. You see Eve was pure and thus couldn't be deceived prior to her grand decision. What exactly happened for there to be any part of our own spirits to be affected by darkness? Think about it, if I was pure light, then temptation would have no power. In order for this to occur, the fall presented a new challenge. You see there is also an open energy share with all of creation. We used to share freely and receive freely with all of creation, being an open vessel. So, Lucifer desired to possess the bodies of Adam and Eve. When Adam and Eve bore children, their first-born Cain who was raised by two innocent parents in righteousness and very little temptations, he witnessed his parents being tormented by Lucifer attempting to misuse this open energy share to corrupt the seed of Adam and Eve. Cain learned the law of sacrifice and chose that the only way that mankind stood any chance to be free of the corruption of Lucifer, was to sacrifice himself for mankind. He offered himself as an open vessel unto Lucifer, then immediately closed himself up to trap Lucifer within. Was that intentional or an automatic response? I’m not sure. This freed Adam and Eve making it possible for a pure family line upon the earth until the time of Christ so that Mary was pure and without corruption. However, it did still corrupt mankind, just allowing for a division of both good and evil.
The body changed, even more after the flood. God feels deep sorrow that we are suffering illness. He actually desires to relieve us of the burden of illness. Otherwise, Christ would have told us that instead of healing the body, He was only sent to teach righteousness, but no, Christ went beyond teaching righteousness. Christ proved that the body can heal instantly! We can absolutely take back our divine birthright and stand up to Satan and commit to being a Child of God. I am done listening to you, I know my divine birthright. I am a Child of God. I represent God in my countenance! My body is not a playground for opposing forces meant to break down this perfect body. I choose to embrace the healing energy my body offers me. Now, did the flesh heal because it was touched by the purity of the lineage of God? Did the flesh heal as a response to the true miracle that took place with the change of heart? Did the flesh heal as it was offered a sacrifice from Christ and thus it was an offering and not forced or commanded, but completely free of control or ego? Did it heal just because the person had faith Christ could heal them and thus open to receive without feeling the burden of suffering being God’s will? Did it heal because there was a deep connection with all of creation and the earth offered healing while Christ touched the heart and flesh, acting as one with God? Did Christ heal everything or just the ailment that was being sought for relief. Did this prevent them from getting sick again?
Christ was pure of any corruption from sin or from the tree of knowledge. Mankind’s lineage is mixed with corruption from the seed of Cain which gives death power over the flesh. The more we practice these steps, offering healing to others, your sacrifice for others heals your own heart, but it spreads the goodness of God's love further and faster. More on this sacrifice in the steps offered by the Trials of Job.
Before moving on, there is another possibility regarding the healing of the flesh. Christ teaches us we can command the mountain to move and it will move. We do have power to heal, but do we have the authority to heal the body as Christ did? Here’s the best I can understand while representing the gospel Christ brought to the earth to the best of my understanding. What if the Holy Ghost is me? What if I am part of the Godhead? What if I am climbing out of the darkness and finding my way back to my divine birthright? What if I am aligning with God’s understanding and allowing God to use me as a vessel? If that is the case, then I am not forcing anything when I use a command, it’s more like a deep respect and partnership. It healing is offered through God, but part of my divine birthright too, then maybe I can command the flesh. My ego tends to get in the way often and I thwart most attempts, but when I am humble enough to receive the gift of God’s teachings, then I am also open to understanding revelation better as well. What if I helped create my own body and that is why my flesh can respond to a command. However, that command must be pure love which is something I am still learning. Therefore, accessing that birthright is difficult. Maybe I forgot that my body is living. Maybe I am not dying. Maybe I am alive and my body is not falling apart or breaking down due to love, but due to suffering. Maybe if I turn my heart to God, then I can access enough love to return to a state of healing and life energy, rather than clinging to my suffering. Maybe I misunderstand what it means to command the flesh. Maybe I misunderstand who I really am and even who God is. We must always have a prayer in our hearts and seek to keep learning and asking questions, eager to receive answers and direction.
We are offering a covenant to dedicate your life to God in creating heaven on earth, reminding mankind of the truth of God’s love by bringing the vibration of the earth up so high that Christ can join us in peace. We do not bring up these vibrations with a few simple steps, but a commitment to following God. It seems so obvious to me now that my previous way of living, I was committed to my suffering and allowing darkness to direct my results. I was always feeling sorry for myself and blaming others for my misery. Now, it seems like I am given the opportunity each day to recommit to God and living! Then going even further. This is a team effort as our families and other people test us each day to elevate our ways to represent God in our interactions. The process Christ goes through is far too intense to casually practice, it involves a commitment to a complete change. Every single time, I learn from God. Following the steps isn’t enough. Again, this is different for the one offering healing as we are seeking to help others not just ourselves. The faith Moses exhibited was different than the faith of the people following him, Christ didn’t offer healing that was contingent on change! It was offered freely when someone asked in faith. Even then, Christ always waited for God to direct Him. As healers, we are committing to this change of heart in order to bring miracles back to the world. Often the miracle offered is the change of heart, which is what we all seek and is the root of all healing energy within the body. Ideally, these steps are helping your thoughts align with Christ and your understanding of love elevating. When I follow these steps as they are directed by God, it feels like I am the one being blessed. I still offer sessions with the original Spirit Code because there are many different approaches that people need! I choose to honor each person by meeting them where they are, without judgement or persuasion or my own agenda.
Animals are an open vessel. Which is great foresight for our potential as well. Animals offer themselves as an opportunity to help us offset energy. When we are honoring this gift, we do not send energy to animals, we do not use this understanding to control animals either. This balance is offered to mankind as a gift, it is a choice by the animal. We do not ask the atmosphere to offer oxygen for the next breath. We do not tell the earth to create gravity. Why? Because it is offered freely as there is a balance with creation and God’s plan to sustain life. Exactly, that is the same with this energy share. Animals also offer us an opportunity to grow and progress by working through animals. This is a bit more complex as there are hundreds of possibilities. I am feeling we need to focus on the open vessel and connection with the animals and the earth. Prior to the flood this connection was open, but mankind misused this power to cause harm to other people, animals and the earth. God took this connection away, but at the time of the Savior’s return it will be fully restored. When Christ offered healing, this connection was open. When Moses parted the sea, this connection was open. I asked if I am worthy of having this connection open and if this is the key component to physical healing? There’s actually more to understand first, we aren’t ready to fully practice this open energy share at this point in time. This connection involves being offered a few gifts. They are an offering, similar to the gift animals offer or the oxygen the earth offers. There is a cause and effect. When I am worthy, it will be the natural result. Does that mean if it is not working for you or you are still sick, then you are sinful or being rejected from this gift? NO! It means we are still learning how to better ourselves and there is more to learn! It’s an opportunity to keep learning! How exciting is that?! It’s like the process of potty training. Once you learn everything and are developmentally ready, it becomes and automatic and easy process of controlling the bladder that you practice daily. I do not expect God to take the urine from my bladder because it full and hurts. I can learn how to do it myself, just like Christ advised regarding the mighty miracles He showed us are possible through His example. This same connection with animals occurs with the earth and mankind. When that shared connection is open, it comes with great responsibility. Our current mindset is “I need help my ex-husband keeps attacking and its causing distress in my kids.” This is a completely righteous request that I assist clients with, but if the shared energy space was open, could you resist the temptation to impose on his agency and fix the situation? We still struggle with controlling others, they still struggle with controlling us. We have a perspective of righteous intentions so it can be difficult to see this as a misuse of power. That’s the point, we are quite desensitized. It takes a great deal of effort to shift the focus. Our bodies being plagued with illness is a sign that we are suffering from the tree of knowledge and the spirit of death rather than the tree of life and the spirit of life. But it is so easy to jump to the wrong conclusion. There is a component out of our power, our lineage has the seed of Cain. Cain represents the seed of Lucifer. Christ represents the seed of God. There is pollution in our physical genetic makeup. But God promised us hope with the parable of the grafting of the olive branch. There has to be a complete separation from being a child of Lucifer, the spirit of death and the tree of knowledge of good/evil. And a complete shift into the family of God, the tree of life and the divine gift of healing life force that Christ showed us. When the ocean parted for Moses, there was a deep honor for God’s plan, for all of creation and the ocean chose to honor God and there was a complete offering that was absent of control. Moses offered himself, the ocean offered a safe passage, and God orchestrated it. Both Moses and the ocean offered all glory to God. When miracles occur, the praise is a union of Godhood, lacking all force or ego and full of love for God, for the body and honoring the complete journey we must each walk.
Regarding offering healing to others: I had a dream. I was chatting with a friend casually for awhile. She asked me to follow her to her boat on the shore. Next to the boat is a baby jumper like an exercauser. It was tilted on its side. She made a comment “silly baby Jimmy, he must have gone off exploring again.” I became concerned and frantically searched the ocean for her baby assuming the tide took him off and he drowned. I found a raft stuck to the ocean floor and a lump underneath, I was in about 2 feet water depth. I lifted the raft and found the baby. I immediately flipped him upside down to drain the water from his lungs and then did CPR. After much effort, the baby was breathing again. My friend was super casual about the event as though it was just another day. I was exhausted and feeling worried about her as a mother alone with this precious baby. I woke up and that day I was stuck on a session as I felt the effort on my part was extreme and there was a lack of awareness from my client for the amazing gift that had been offered. I didn’t understand yet how to overcome my feelings of frustration so I could return to the deep effort of love it takes to offer these types of sessions. This dream popped in my mind with a deeper understanding. Why did I rescue that baby? Was it for the mother? Was it for my own glory? No, it was for the baby. What does the mother represent? Our pride or lack of accountability and carelessness. What does the baby represent? The most precious gift God offered us; our bodies as part of God’s plan or the gift of loving others. Why was this represented with a baby? Maybe to represent purity of innocence and dependency on a loving Father. So why would God rescue that baby over and over again regardless of the mother learning her lesson? Because it is a deeper love for God and His creations. We are not offering healing because we think the person deserves it or because they had a change of heart or because we need them to make batter choices to make our lives easier. We offer healing out of a deep level of respect as we honor God and His creations. This is the change of heart and change of perspective we must remember every single time we attempt this effort. What is your intention?
One last detail is regarding energetic tithing: “Give away all you hath”. What if the law of tithing (law of consecration) was meant to represent God’s blessings and healing energy and love. If you received a miracle of healing, would you be ready to share that healing energy with all mankind and creation? That is what the trees and the earth and all the angels and even God offers you. It makes sense we are commanded to share within the law of consecration. Not dumping negative energy, but sharing all the positive energy you possess. When you know without doubt, that all the light energy is endless, you will be more capable of sharing freely. Now, this also means shielding might need to be adjusted based on your needs. Personally, I don’t need a shield very often unless I am in a compromised space. If you are an open vessel, you must be in a space where this leaves you vulnerable. There are a few perspectives; either opening up only to do this work if your home or environment is not conducive to a safe energy share or wait until you are ready to take part in a higher way of living. Once you are ready then a very different protection will be available, not created by you, but offered to you. You will be on a higher plane or frequency and therefore not affected by adversarial spirits. An open energy share is hard to keep open and there are many who may seek to misuse this so use your intuition for guidance. Obviously, it is not ideal to be under attack, there will be a time this becomes easier as people around us also elevate their way of living, for now we are practicing because threats are very real in our world presently.
When we are honoring others, “honour thy father and mother”, we are seeing this as an opportunity to love others in their journey and to love the journey and all it represents. Choosing a higher form of healing that is not forced, becoming one with the body and creation and the earth and God. Once all these parts are aligned, once we understand our purpose, and we are humbled as we cannot do it alone, and we submit, then there is a deep act of love we offer one another. The more I share of myself, the more God shares with me. For instance, when going through the healing steps, I will feel so much love that I find myself offering all the love and joy and energy or vibrance that I possess. I have been blessed with so much and I desire others can be relieved of their suffering so I will trade places and offer all I have sparing nothing, expecting nothing, feeling blessed for the opportunity. Other times, I might be aware someone is not ready to remain open, so I will offer them access to my open flow while they remain closed. The more I offer, the more that God offers me tenfold. The more you practice this, the more you will develop a testimony that God always intended for us to share in this manner. I am offering myself as a vessel to God to bless others, this is God’s will.
There is plenty of room to misunderstand and that is why God wants to teach us directly. We all thirst for righteousness and time is swiftly approaching. I am sharing things to ponder so we can begin supporting one another and advancing for the return of Christ. It is time to bond together and begin practicing these steps. Let’s move onto lesson #4.