Jonah and the Whale
The primary focus of this protocol focuses on fine tuning misalignments; when your original desire was righteous, but your results are undesirable. In the Bible series, we will be walking the same path as the spiritual giants preceding us. I have spiritually watched their experience and how they handled their challenges in order to find the adversarial influences preventing you from experiencing the same miracles. These influences occur when your righteous desire was affected by a tiny bit of deception that threw you off track (typically due to desensitization from the ways of the world or fear of the evil in the world). We want to handle the trials of life God’s way and remove the corruption sabotaging your progression. We do this by comparing how you handled the experience differently from those in the scriptures in order to find the misalignments needing correction.
The story of Jonah and the whale is the central basis of this protocol. I had the opportunity to experience many details along with Jonah and I chose to document everything and share it with you.
How you might relate to the story of Jonah:
So, I'm feeling like it has to do with second chances. Giving other people a second chance and feeling valuable in your testimony and being able to speak freely in order to help others. It feels like Jonah might have felt similarly undervalued or disrespected and what’s the point in trying to help people if they aren't going to listen.
Okay, so I need to go into the belly of the whale. God did something to Jonah's heart and energy flow that revitalized his desire to give other people a second chance and speak his truth and share his testimony. Whether it is respected by others or not. With a different perspective in mind of serving God rather than trying to change people. When we approach it with the desire to change somebody else's opinion, we are doing it for the wrong reasons but when we do it with the purpose of serving others or serving God then we are on the right path. Even if the ulterior motive is Godly, it is still being driven with a specific outcome in mind, which can create feelings of failure when the “sinner” rejects the message. It does not change the fact that those very real Mortal feelings can prevent us from speaking up.
So, I prayed for the honor to be granted access into the whale with Jonah. I connected with his emotions; he was very upset and regretful that he ignored God. He also wondered if it was punishment that he was swallowed up by a whale or just the end of his life and thus feeling like he failed in his mission.
But then an angel appears.
The angel is giving Jonah a choice. He is being granted access to go into the light and the spirit world peacefully and promptly. Or to return and preach repentance until the non-believers. I am sitting next to him Indian style like a kid who is just soaking up the knowledge at school, eagerly anticipating what happens next.
Jonah is asking for more information but he is also asking what God wants of him. But God is saying that it is entirely Jonah's choice. God is not giving him foresight that he will be a prophet in the Bible. But God is saying that he will be very proud of Jonah either way. And that either way he chooses God will use it for good in his life. If Jonah chooses to go into the light thank God will command somebody else to fulfill that mission. So, there is no intense pressure being put on Jonah's shoulders. God is showing extreme patience and compassion and Grace.
Jonah thinks that death would be easier. He's almost completely made up his mind. He's already walked partially into the light but he stops and thinks himself that death is a guarantee. There are very few things in life that are guaranteed. He knows that he will have the opportunity to go into the light as it is a part of mortality. He turns back to the angel and he says can you show me what it would look like if I go back and serve God and fulfill that mission?
The angel says I cannot. I cannot show you what will happen. But I can show you the inner workings of your heart. I can see a beautiful swirling in his heart. And a strong amount of love is pouring out. I'm also seeing the image of Christ carrying the lost sheep. The Angel says I can also show you a mother with her young son who is praying and seeking answers... answers that you hold within. Angel says I can also help heal your heart and help prepare you to fulfill that mission if you so choose. Jonas says, but they won't listen. The angel Just Simply Smiles lovingly and patiently. Jonah is torn.
He asked how much time do I have to make this decision? The Angel said as much time as you need but the whale will seek fulfillment in 3 days time. Jonah said, then please teach me and please forgive me for my disobedience.
So I'm asking if I will be granted access to the lessons that Jonah is taught or if I will simply just be shown what healing needs to occur in order for him to go confidently forward in his mission. And I'm being given a choice. I feel like in order to complete the session I can just be shown the healing steps. But part of my mission includes this education. I asked to take it a step at a time as well and see how much energy I have to receive the information.
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Lessons:
#1- In the beginning there was light. And I'm seeing the beginning of all of God's creations is starting with light which is representing half of all knowledge from The Source.
It is the foundation of all of creation. It is the beginning and the end. It is a teaching tool. It also offers abundant endless energy.
Water is the source of life. It exists in the physical world and the spirit world and all throughout the universe. It connects all of creation. Water contains light and a living life source. Water is endlessly moving and changing. Reminding us that change is possible. And also offers cleansing reminding us a baptism and the resurrection within the atonement. Water revitalizes and gives life to even the tiniest of cells offering healing. The Sun shines into these particles of water. Causing the droplets to reflect that light of creation and become cleansed of the pollutions of Darkness.
#2- darkness. This is the absence of God and all living energy. It forms opposition giving evil a shadow to grow within. The power given to Darkness within the human soul can shrivel and dry up the water source of life energy. Mankind is that source of Darkness within the universe. God does not create the darkness, rather darkness is chosen by mankind and pulled out of "The Source" of all creation power. Darkness can absolutely overpower the light based upon the choices of mankind. In this regard it is a team effort to either build one another up or knock one another down. This is facilitated every moment a choice is made. The whole universe can go dark. But destruction is not inevitable if one chooses to be abundant in the living energy duality of Light and Water.
The Earth and our bodies are created the majority out of water and Light. Darkness/evil Acts as an infection on the Earth.
#3- removing darkness is like a living plague upon the system. It eats away at tissue, flesh, and new growth. Light/water plumps up the tissue, cellular growth and healing dynamics that naturally occur within a living organism fed by water/light. The light can transform a cell into a complex multi-sided structure capable of complicated healing, reverse aging and increase lifespan. When this process is fed by greed, selfishness, vanity; it reverses the process by breeding darkness with the false deceptive coverings of light. The body was never meant to run entirely on hate and anger. Yet, many push the limits of the human frame cursing God for such challenges. Christ brought forth light and directed the way for us to find our way back towards the light to feed the water within creation. The strength of the enemy lies within. How strong of an influence it has to pollute the light grows stronger or weaker every moment of every day. Likewise, the light can create an array of growth Within and Shadows can exist no more. The human mind and human interaction can be a breeding ground for either source. The body is designed with light and water. All Darkness acts as a parasite or pathogen infecting and breaking down all of life.
#4- hope. Hope is the glimmer of light found in darkness that can wash away the devastating effects of darkness. Service when done in the similitude of Christ can align with the life force of the universe and alter the outcome of the breakdown of cells. While death is unavoidable, it is certainly less destructive with the feast of hope upon reality.
#5- changing the course of direction. Once breakdown has occurred, the challenge of regrowth imposes many risks. The human frame changes based on the breakdowns effects to overcompensate and strengthen. Resistance breaks the process down further devastating new growth. Likewise, when direction is altered hope creates life. In rare occasions is this done to please God as most follow an internal desire to avoid pain. Avoidance is a shadow of growth. That brings us to the present time in our lessons. We will do the rest of the lessons Hands-On with creating this course redirection for Jonah and you.
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Implementing course redirection- There is an internal Focus.
Even just saying that creates feelings of defensiveness or resistance. As you both desire to serve God and struggle to see how that could be misunderstood as selfish intentions.
The angel remains patient and offers a loving compassionate smile. Letting you process those automatic thoughts. Internal Humility teaches that you are still learning and growth can be hard to accept but you both want to learn. And there is evidence within the body that's the angel speaks truth. Both of you have chosen to continue. This is not a shaming or critical space.... every step is being taken carefully and slowly and at the pace that you are ready for.
Jonah: "But how do you offer service to other people when they respond with hate or disbelief or blame or criticism? Then God's love is rejected and conflict is enforced, it is natural to defend your honor. How do we serve God without the Shadow and the Darkness feeding on self-doubt? I'm not choosing Darkness but yet Darkness is chosen by the receiver. It seems contagious and darkens my soul until there is nothing left. I thirst for righteousness, light and love. I desire to spread that message to those seeking. But i feel darkness towards those rejecting me and inflicting their infectious darkness on me. I can see the effects of their evil and I want more for them. How is this self-inflicting an internal focus?"
The angel’s response - "great points all around. But you misunderstand Gods heart and seek a limited explanation and response based on your wounds or short-sighted interpretation. Do you trust me to show you God and lead you in the way of righteousness?"
Humble response resonating like a deep rumble throughout mortality and the earth at its core... "Yes, please forevermore help me see the light again"
The angel - follow me throughout history.
(Shows images of war and suffering thru thousands of years. Inflicting unspeakable horrors on others) what do you see?
Jonah - evil
The angel - no, it’s the absence of light
Jonah - isn’t that the same?
The angel - no....one leads to the other. One is curable, the other is not.
The images seen here produce evil but at one point were merely the absence of God’s love. These are human beings capable of greatness with the simple remembrance of their birthright.
You have the opportunity to remind them of their truth. Do you feel love for the man enslaving that family?
Jonah - no I want to make him stop
Angel - what about this child? Do u feel love for this child?
Jonah - yes
Angel - that child you see with his loving mother is the same man, it is his future, but not his destiny. Do you feel any differently now when you look at him?
Jonah - yes, I want to help him.
Angel - do you seek praise or glory when you desire to offer assistance?
Jonah - no, but I do want to change his outlook on life and prevent a future filled with unspeakable acts of evil
Angel - understandable but still misdirected.
(Personal comment...this is hard)
Angel - let’s look at another example. Do you see this child? (Comes into my home and points to my 4 yr. old with down syndrome)
Jonah - yes
Angel - what is his purpose
Jonah - to serve God with a perfect understanding of love.
Angel - correct. (Shows an image of a typical child playing with a dog in a field) but how are these 2 boys different? Don’t they both offer a perspective of Gods perfect love?
Jonah - (inspects and ponders)
Angel - why would one child receive a perfect body and the other a limited body?
Jonah - I’m starting to wonder if I cannot see clearly
Angel - your limitations are not the same as your blindnesses. One leads to the other and produces prejudices.
There is no such thing as inferiority in Gods eyes. There is no limitation inflicted here, that’s your interpretation that leads to blindness. Both children received a perfect body. Both are equally given opportunities. Those differences are not mistakes or limitations or preferences. One is not blessed and the other overlooked. They are both perfect examples of creation. They both seek light from those sent to teach and nurture. What you see as different, I see as Loved. They are individually sculpted perfectly. Do we seek to alter the very DNA that represents their individuality?
Jonah - how can I see people without categorizing them based on potential or external appearances or past doings?
Angel - let me show you another example. (points to me) this mother, does she desire happiness for her obedient children as well as her rebellious children?
Jonah - I presume so yes.
Angel - so how is she so worn down? Shouldn’t the light of her love be fueling her body? Why is she yet drained?
Jonah - the flesh is a mystery, I seek greater understanding please
The angel - this expectation is yet misunderstood. The feast is yet growing in her understanding of God by incorporating daily acts of service and love. One cannot be fed on love only, you must learn to pace yourself with a balance of rest, nutrition, movements and fuel.
Me - throughout time mankind has hurt each other so much such as the Holocaust. It hurts deep within me. How can I see this event with God's heart? Or how can I see the spirits that experienced this event in the manner that God would have me see them or help them. I come across a lot of spirits that need help. Some Trauma from their life is beyond words.
Angel - the only answer is compassion.
Jonah - and when I am teaching and I see sin and victimizing crimes, how am I to help the perpetrator to repent when they may not choose to listen and I may struggle with my own judgments of them?
Angel - do you trust me?
Us- of course
Angel - if this was easy and already a part of your countenance would it be a challenge God would be extending unto you? The growth this challenge offers you it's meant to stretch you and strengthen those parts that are weak. Do you believe God is just?
Us- (struggles to answer)
Angel - I think that is where you need to start your journey. If you are not sure if God is just what does that look like within you?
Step #1
Me- it looks like an internal swirling energy that is yellow. I'm getting the impression that it is looping and trying to make sense of things based upon experience but it is disconnected from The Godly energy flow within the core. It is swirling within the energetic body. So how do we reconnect with The Godly energy flow when we have it so much evidence separating us?
My intention is to learn how to do things God's way because my way has not worked and I am humble to accept that I need help to correct this.
Angel - this is a self-created energy flow, are you willing to let go of your self-Reliance and rational need for explanations or expectations?
Lift this energy away and see how it short circuits and grabs for survival back at the source. The energy is alive. It is active and spiritually infected. It restricts movement and progression with its never-ending Loop. Interrupt the cycle by placing your hand in the circular energy Loop. It will pull you in. Do you trust me? Then close your spiritual eyes. Walk forward (on a plank). And jump. What just happened?
Me- I’m seeing pure white. Like i fell for the unknown and came out the opposite end. Like reality flipped. I'm using my senses rather than the evidence from my sight. I'm kneeling down and I'm humbling myself. I'm reaching out for the spiritual infection which happens to be a lost soul that has the exact same pattern preventing them from connecting to God. My immediate thought is that I am either helping them or scared of them because they are a spirit separated from God. But I'm feeling that that is part of the problematic thought pattern. I naturally feel like I have something to teach them or that I am better in some way. But maybe i need to humbly accept that I’m also struggling in mortality separated from God and seeking His light. We both need to find God in our lives. We both feel the weight of the darkness pulling us down.
I’m sorry for imagining that I’m better than the sinner. I’m ready to shift my focus and see that as I serve my mission and minister, that I’m equally needing Gods loving mercy and compassion.
The angel - that is correct, you are now worthy to enter this unified energy flow.
Me- (sees the old cycle melting away) now, I still feel more needs to change as I only feel I’m hanging on by a thread. The tiniest trigger might push me over.
Step #2
Jonah - I want to focus on serving my life's mission without being polluted by natural thoughts.
Angel - your success is not based on perfection. Nor is this test preventable due to discomfort. However, you are feeling righteousness that’s uncomfortable in the presence of sin. Sin does not lead to pain nor does righteousness lead to blessings. Light does not prevent darkness. But there is light in darkness. See the darkness within you. There are many shades of shadows. Many are leftovers anxious for light. When the light shines in areas that have been shadows, there are parasites left seeking resolution and finding new feasting grounds, thus magnifying darkness you might NOT be ready to resolve. Go into the shadows and collect the infections first - it may be a parasite or lingering pollution or a spiritual presence attracted to the equal energy residue.
Collect these prior to using light to battle the darkness. This starts with acceptance of mistaken explanations. And choosing God's will over your own. This can be blind faith put into action with love.
You can go into the Shadows Within once you are humbled. And collect the parasites and the pollution with your humility as it will be attracted to that self-awareness. Send the pollution residue and parasites into a shadow realm with the assistance of a guardian orb. And take the hand of the lost soul and invite them to Journey with you back towards the Light of Christ. Then invite that light to outshine that shadow and bring light back into creation. Remain humbled and grateful that you are worthy of that light. Feel yourself relish in the healing effects of that love. Continue these steps as you are ready to overcome each shadow. Many will remain. This life's journey is not overcome in one instant it is a series of many miracles within your progression towards God. Tackle only that which you are ready to tackle but continue moving forward. As you go you will find that your heart is changing and you are representing God in your interactions and the more you will resemble God in your countenance.
Is that your desire?
Us - yes please.
Step #3
The angel - there's one more step before you are ready to depart this whale and reunite with your predecessors.
The light might be uncomfortable in these areas. It can be hard to depart from one's beliefs and desire teaching in order to recreate a structure that reflects light. God can work many miracles in you when you invite him in. This process is not forced yet it is invited. See yourself back up and simply observe as light is now touching areas that have been without God's love. It is not for you to limit the endless possibilities with your limitations.
Do you trust that God walks on water? Do you trust that God raises the Dead? Do you think those Miracles are the result of the flesh? Is a simple command lacking?
No...
God is the creator. God is all knowing. He is boundless. Therefore, his Creations are not limited within you either. Open yourself up and invite Him in. Let go as this journey is His. Embrace the light flowing energy with all of creation. Step into this vast valley and let the journey change within you.
Angel - is there more you would like to know?
Jonah - how can I repent and have it mean something? I desire to be renewed and refreshed.
Angel - do you still feel that your journey is your own? Do you still desire well intended results?
Jonah- I do believe I am Walking with God. The mere essence of His love is changing me.
Angel - that is good. Do you believe his forgiveness is contingent on your service, as in you must serve to earn his forgiveness?
Jonah - no, my desire to serve is completely separate. I know that God forgives freely as my heart has changed. He's fueling my drive to serve mankind as I desire that they too know his heart through my actions.
My desire for forgiveness represents a fresh start and renewal. My old ways of thinking have passed away and a new is just beginning. I desire the cleansing of forgiveness to awaken the renewed sense of joy I and blessed to radiate from within. I desire to extend this invitation to all those suffering.
Angel - and what if it is rejected? What then shall ye do?
Jonah - I shall pray. My arm is outstretched always. But this I must hand over so the depths of Sorrow do not overtake me once again.
Angel - that is correct, you are not in this journey alone. If you are to walk forward with God, He must carry that which is too heavy. Love heals all but, in His time, not your own. You may never see the lasting effects of your service. Will that alter your willingness to still serve and complete your mission?
Jonah - (quietly pondering)
Angel - do you still choose to serve in this capacity?
Jonah - yes, I will go and do the things the Lord commands for I know the Lord gives no Commandments unto the children of man save it be a way is offered to complete the mission and task at hand. I will put my faith in God. He gives unto us hard things so I may become strong like unto him.
The angel says you are now ready and the whale is given permission to release Jonah out into the world with a renewed sense of service and God's love.
Personal summary:
I'm thinking about this experience. We all tend to experience forms of rebelliousness from God's way. We stretch out and attempt to test the waters and test our agency little bits at a time. It is always our choice to make our own path or remain within God's path. It is not God's fault when our way does not produce the same results as God's way. Yet he still gives us freedom to stretch out. I also went through this process with Jonah and immediately I noticed that my Outlook towards other people has shifted. And already I have had a couple interactions that surprised me. People are being drawn to me and they are creating a renewed faith in Mankind. I am seeing people differently and I do believe the light resonating from me is also changing the experiences I am perceiving. Maybe opportunities are changing. Light attracts light and dark attracts dark. I feel as though I am bringing out the best in others but not because of anything I am doing, it is because God is changing my understanding of the experiences and my understanding of other people as well as myself.
We are not walking this journey alone. God lubricates and bends and shifts with a never-ending flow of love. I can feel my heart changing. And I too desire For All Mankind to know God in this manner.
So, two things I want to express. One I noticed some of the mortal demands in my life felt a bit more like a nuisance when I want to remain in this beautiful state of light. And I feel more aware and that the Mortal demands are limiting and consuming time that I wish was spent in this Godly state of Revelation. And I'm remembering that the angel said that we must Pace ourselves and balance both the mortal needs and the spiritual growth.
I also noticed that a random person started talking to me from an adjacent vehicle at a stoplight which never happens. And the thought that popped into my mind is that when we are driving, we tend to see the worst and the other drivers. How easy would it have been to have a completely frustrating experience with the adjacent drivers, but instead with a changed perspective I saw him from a different light. That does not mean that he was forced to be nice or that I did anything to change that experience or that by doing these steps somehow or another there was an aspect of control. And if I do this for the wrong reasons then I would be doing this in order to stop being treated poorly by other people. Which is completely selfish and would therefore backfire.
The story of Jonah and the whale is the central basis of this protocol. I had the opportunity to experience many details along with Jonah and I chose to document everything and share it with you.
How you might relate to the story of Jonah:
So, I'm feeling like it has to do with second chances. Giving other people a second chance and feeling valuable in your testimony and being able to speak freely in order to help others. It feels like Jonah might have felt similarly undervalued or disrespected and what’s the point in trying to help people if they aren't going to listen.
Okay, so I need to go into the belly of the whale. God did something to Jonah's heart and energy flow that revitalized his desire to give other people a second chance and speak his truth and share his testimony. Whether it is respected by others or not. With a different perspective in mind of serving God rather than trying to change people. When we approach it with the desire to change somebody else's opinion, we are doing it for the wrong reasons but when we do it with the purpose of serving others or serving God then we are on the right path. Even if the ulterior motive is Godly, it is still being driven with a specific outcome in mind, which can create feelings of failure when the “sinner” rejects the message. It does not change the fact that those very real Mortal feelings can prevent us from speaking up.
So, I prayed for the honor to be granted access into the whale with Jonah. I connected with his emotions; he was very upset and regretful that he ignored God. He also wondered if it was punishment that he was swallowed up by a whale or just the end of his life and thus feeling like he failed in his mission.
But then an angel appears.
The angel is giving Jonah a choice. He is being granted access to go into the light and the spirit world peacefully and promptly. Or to return and preach repentance until the non-believers. I am sitting next to him Indian style like a kid who is just soaking up the knowledge at school, eagerly anticipating what happens next.
Jonah is asking for more information but he is also asking what God wants of him. But God is saying that it is entirely Jonah's choice. God is not giving him foresight that he will be a prophet in the Bible. But God is saying that he will be very proud of Jonah either way. And that either way he chooses God will use it for good in his life. If Jonah chooses to go into the light thank God will command somebody else to fulfill that mission. So, there is no intense pressure being put on Jonah's shoulders. God is showing extreme patience and compassion and Grace.
Jonah thinks that death would be easier. He's almost completely made up his mind. He's already walked partially into the light but he stops and thinks himself that death is a guarantee. There are very few things in life that are guaranteed. He knows that he will have the opportunity to go into the light as it is a part of mortality. He turns back to the angel and he says can you show me what it would look like if I go back and serve God and fulfill that mission?
The angel says I cannot. I cannot show you what will happen. But I can show you the inner workings of your heart. I can see a beautiful swirling in his heart. And a strong amount of love is pouring out. I'm also seeing the image of Christ carrying the lost sheep. The Angel says I can also show you a mother with her young son who is praying and seeking answers... answers that you hold within. Angel says I can also help heal your heart and help prepare you to fulfill that mission if you so choose. Jonas says, but they won't listen. The angel Just Simply Smiles lovingly and patiently. Jonah is torn.
He asked how much time do I have to make this decision? The Angel said as much time as you need but the whale will seek fulfillment in 3 days time. Jonah said, then please teach me and please forgive me for my disobedience.
So I'm asking if I will be granted access to the lessons that Jonah is taught or if I will simply just be shown what healing needs to occur in order for him to go confidently forward in his mission. And I'm being given a choice. I feel like in order to complete the session I can just be shown the healing steps. But part of my mission includes this education. I asked to take it a step at a time as well and see how much energy I have to receive the information.
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Lessons:
#1- In the beginning there was light. And I'm seeing the beginning of all of God's creations is starting with light which is representing half of all knowledge from The Source.
It is the foundation of all of creation. It is the beginning and the end. It is a teaching tool. It also offers abundant endless energy.
Water is the source of life. It exists in the physical world and the spirit world and all throughout the universe. It connects all of creation. Water contains light and a living life source. Water is endlessly moving and changing. Reminding us that change is possible. And also offers cleansing reminding us a baptism and the resurrection within the atonement. Water revitalizes and gives life to even the tiniest of cells offering healing. The Sun shines into these particles of water. Causing the droplets to reflect that light of creation and become cleansed of the pollutions of Darkness.
#2- darkness. This is the absence of God and all living energy. It forms opposition giving evil a shadow to grow within. The power given to Darkness within the human soul can shrivel and dry up the water source of life energy. Mankind is that source of Darkness within the universe. God does not create the darkness, rather darkness is chosen by mankind and pulled out of "The Source" of all creation power. Darkness can absolutely overpower the light based upon the choices of mankind. In this regard it is a team effort to either build one another up or knock one another down. This is facilitated every moment a choice is made. The whole universe can go dark. But destruction is not inevitable if one chooses to be abundant in the living energy duality of Light and Water.
The Earth and our bodies are created the majority out of water and Light. Darkness/evil Acts as an infection on the Earth.
#3- removing darkness is like a living plague upon the system. It eats away at tissue, flesh, and new growth. Light/water plumps up the tissue, cellular growth and healing dynamics that naturally occur within a living organism fed by water/light. The light can transform a cell into a complex multi-sided structure capable of complicated healing, reverse aging and increase lifespan. When this process is fed by greed, selfishness, vanity; it reverses the process by breeding darkness with the false deceptive coverings of light. The body was never meant to run entirely on hate and anger. Yet, many push the limits of the human frame cursing God for such challenges. Christ brought forth light and directed the way for us to find our way back towards the light to feed the water within creation. The strength of the enemy lies within. How strong of an influence it has to pollute the light grows stronger or weaker every moment of every day. Likewise, the light can create an array of growth Within and Shadows can exist no more. The human mind and human interaction can be a breeding ground for either source. The body is designed with light and water. All Darkness acts as a parasite or pathogen infecting and breaking down all of life.
#4- hope. Hope is the glimmer of light found in darkness that can wash away the devastating effects of darkness. Service when done in the similitude of Christ can align with the life force of the universe and alter the outcome of the breakdown of cells. While death is unavoidable, it is certainly less destructive with the feast of hope upon reality.
#5- changing the course of direction. Once breakdown has occurred, the challenge of regrowth imposes many risks. The human frame changes based on the breakdowns effects to overcompensate and strengthen. Resistance breaks the process down further devastating new growth. Likewise, when direction is altered hope creates life. In rare occasions is this done to please God as most follow an internal desire to avoid pain. Avoidance is a shadow of growth. That brings us to the present time in our lessons. We will do the rest of the lessons Hands-On with creating this course redirection for Jonah and you.
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Implementing course redirection- There is an internal Focus.
Even just saying that creates feelings of defensiveness or resistance. As you both desire to serve God and struggle to see how that could be misunderstood as selfish intentions.
The angel remains patient and offers a loving compassionate smile. Letting you process those automatic thoughts. Internal Humility teaches that you are still learning and growth can be hard to accept but you both want to learn. And there is evidence within the body that's the angel speaks truth. Both of you have chosen to continue. This is not a shaming or critical space.... every step is being taken carefully and slowly and at the pace that you are ready for.
Jonah: "But how do you offer service to other people when they respond with hate or disbelief or blame or criticism? Then God's love is rejected and conflict is enforced, it is natural to defend your honor. How do we serve God without the Shadow and the Darkness feeding on self-doubt? I'm not choosing Darkness but yet Darkness is chosen by the receiver. It seems contagious and darkens my soul until there is nothing left. I thirst for righteousness, light and love. I desire to spread that message to those seeking. But i feel darkness towards those rejecting me and inflicting their infectious darkness on me. I can see the effects of their evil and I want more for them. How is this self-inflicting an internal focus?"
The angel’s response - "great points all around. But you misunderstand Gods heart and seek a limited explanation and response based on your wounds or short-sighted interpretation. Do you trust me to show you God and lead you in the way of righteousness?"
Humble response resonating like a deep rumble throughout mortality and the earth at its core... "Yes, please forevermore help me see the light again"
The angel - follow me throughout history.
(Shows images of war and suffering thru thousands of years. Inflicting unspeakable horrors on others) what do you see?
Jonah - evil
The angel - no, it’s the absence of light
Jonah - isn’t that the same?
The angel - no....one leads to the other. One is curable, the other is not.
The images seen here produce evil but at one point were merely the absence of God’s love. These are human beings capable of greatness with the simple remembrance of their birthright.
You have the opportunity to remind them of their truth. Do you feel love for the man enslaving that family?
Jonah - no I want to make him stop
Angel - what about this child? Do u feel love for this child?
Jonah - yes
Angel - that child you see with his loving mother is the same man, it is his future, but not his destiny. Do you feel any differently now when you look at him?
Jonah - yes, I want to help him.
Angel - do you seek praise or glory when you desire to offer assistance?
Jonah - no, but I do want to change his outlook on life and prevent a future filled with unspeakable acts of evil
Angel - understandable but still misdirected.
(Personal comment...this is hard)
Angel - let’s look at another example. Do you see this child? (Comes into my home and points to my 4 yr. old with down syndrome)
Jonah - yes
Angel - what is his purpose
Jonah - to serve God with a perfect understanding of love.
Angel - correct. (Shows an image of a typical child playing with a dog in a field) but how are these 2 boys different? Don’t they both offer a perspective of Gods perfect love?
Jonah - (inspects and ponders)
Angel - why would one child receive a perfect body and the other a limited body?
Jonah - I’m starting to wonder if I cannot see clearly
Angel - your limitations are not the same as your blindnesses. One leads to the other and produces prejudices.
There is no such thing as inferiority in Gods eyes. There is no limitation inflicted here, that’s your interpretation that leads to blindness. Both children received a perfect body. Both are equally given opportunities. Those differences are not mistakes or limitations or preferences. One is not blessed and the other overlooked. They are both perfect examples of creation. They both seek light from those sent to teach and nurture. What you see as different, I see as Loved. They are individually sculpted perfectly. Do we seek to alter the very DNA that represents their individuality?
Jonah - how can I see people without categorizing them based on potential or external appearances or past doings?
Angel - let me show you another example. (points to me) this mother, does she desire happiness for her obedient children as well as her rebellious children?
Jonah - I presume so yes.
Angel - so how is she so worn down? Shouldn’t the light of her love be fueling her body? Why is she yet drained?
Jonah - the flesh is a mystery, I seek greater understanding please
The angel - this expectation is yet misunderstood. The feast is yet growing in her understanding of God by incorporating daily acts of service and love. One cannot be fed on love only, you must learn to pace yourself with a balance of rest, nutrition, movements and fuel.
Me - throughout time mankind has hurt each other so much such as the Holocaust. It hurts deep within me. How can I see this event with God's heart? Or how can I see the spirits that experienced this event in the manner that God would have me see them or help them. I come across a lot of spirits that need help. Some Trauma from their life is beyond words.
Angel - the only answer is compassion.
Jonah - and when I am teaching and I see sin and victimizing crimes, how am I to help the perpetrator to repent when they may not choose to listen and I may struggle with my own judgments of them?
Angel - do you trust me?
Us- of course
Angel - if this was easy and already a part of your countenance would it be a challenge God would be extending unto you? The growth this challenge offers you it's meant to stretch you and strengthen those parts that are weak. Do you believe God is just?
Us- (struggles to answer)
Angel - I think that is where you need to start your journey. If you are not sure if God is just what does that look like within you?
Step #1
Me- it looks like an internal swirling energy that is yellow. I'm getting the impression that it is looping and trying to make sense of things based upon experience but it is disconnected from The Godly energy flow within the core. It is swirling within the energetic body. So how do we reconnect with The Godly energy flow when we have it so much evidence separating us?
My intention is to learn how to do things God's way because my way has not worked and I am humble to accept that I need help to correct this.
Angel - this is a self-created energy flow, are you willing to let go of your self-Reliance and rational need for explanations or expectations?
Lift this energy away and see how it short circuits and grabs for survival back at the source. The energy is alive. It is active and spiritually infected. It restricts movement and progression with its never-ending Loop. Interrupt the cycle by placing your hand in the circular energy Loop. It will pull you in. Do you trust me? Then close your spiritual eyes. Walk forward (on a plank). And jump. What just happened?
Me- I’m seeing pure white. Like i fell for the unknown and came out the opposite end. Like reality flipped. I'm using my senses rather than the evidence from my sight. I'm kneeling down and I'm humbling myself. I'm reaching out for the spiritual infection which happens to be a lost soul that has the exact same pattern preventing them from connecting to God. My immediate thought is that I am either helping them or scared of them because they are a spirit separated from God. But I'm feeling that that is part of the problematic thought pattern. I naturally feel like I have something to teach them or that I am better in some way. But maybe i need to humbly accept that I’m also struggling in mortality separated from God and seeking His light. We both need to find God in our lives. We both feel the weight of the darkness pulling us down.
I’m sorry for imagining that I’m better than the sinner. I’m ready to shift my focus and see that as I serve my mission and minister, that I’m equally needing Gods loving mercy and compassion.
The angel - that is correct, you are now worthy to enter this unified energy flow.
Me- (sees the old cycle melting away) now, I still feel more needs to change as I only feel I’m hanging on by a thread. The tiniest trigger might push me over.
Step #2
Jonah - I want to focus on serving my life's mission without being polluted by natural thoughts.
Angel - your success is not based on perfection. Nor is this test preventable due to discomfort. However, you are feeling righteousness that’s uncomfortable in the presence of sin. Sin does not lead to pain nor does righteousness lead to blessings. Light does not prevent darkness. But there is light in darkness. See the darkness within you. There are many shades of shadows. Many are leftovers anxious for light. When the light shines in areas that have been shadows, there are parasites left seeking resolution and finding new feasting grounds, thus magnifying darkness you might NOT be ready to resolve. Go into the shadows and collect the infections first - it may be a parasite or lingering pollution or a spiritual presence attracted to the equal energy residue.
Collect these prior to using light to battle the darkness. This starts with acceptance of mistaken explanations. And choosing God's will over your own. This can be blind faith put into action with love.
You can go into the Shadows Within once you are humbled. And collect the parasites and the pollution with your humility as it will be attracted to that self-awareness. Send the pollution residue and parasites into a shadow realm with the assistance of a guardian orb. And take the hand of the lost soul and invite them to Journey with you back towards the Light of Christ. Then invite that light to outshine that shadow and bring light back into creation. Remain humbled and grateful that you are worthy of that light. Feel yourself relish in the healing effects of that love. Continue these steps as you are ready to overcome each shadow. Many will remain. This life's journey is not overcome in one instant it is a series of many miracles within your progression towards God. Tackle only that which you are ready to tackle but continue moving forward. As you go you will find that your heart is changing and you are representing God in your interactions and the more you will resemble God in your countenance.
Is that your desire?
Us - yes please.
Step #3
The angel - there's one more step before you are ready to depart this whale and reunite with your predecessors.
The light might be uncomfortable in these areas. It can be hard to depart from one's beliefs and desire teaching in order to recreate a structure that reflects light. God can work many miracles in you when you invite him in. This process is not forced yet it is invited. See yourself back up and simply observe as light is now touching areas that have been without God's love. It is not for you to limit the endless possibilities with your limitations.
Do you trust that God walks on water? Do you trust that God raises the Dead? Do you think those Miracles are the result of the flesh? Is a simple command lacking?
No...
God is the creator. God is all knowing. He is boundless. Therefore, his Creations are not limited within you either. Open yourself up and invite Him in. Let go as this journey is His. Embrace the light flowing energy with all of creation. Step into this vast valley and let the journey change within you.
Angel - is there more you would like to know?
Jonah - how can I repent and have it mean something? I desire to be renewed and refreshed.
Angel - do you still feel that your journey is your own? Do you still desire well intended results?
Jonah- I do believe I am Walking with God. The mere essence of His love is changing me.
Angel - that is good. Do you believe his forgiveness is contingent on your service, as in you must serve to earn his forgiveness?
Jonah - no, my desire to serve is completely separate. I know that God forgives freely as my heart has changed. He's fueling my drive to serve mankind as I desire that they too know his heart through my actions.
My desire for forgiveness represents a fresh start and renewal. My old ways of thinking have passed away and a new is just beginning. I desire the cleansing of forgiveness to awaken the renewed sense of joy I and blessed to radiate from within. I desire to extend this invitation to all those suffering.
Angel - and what if it is rejected? What then shall ye do?
Jonah - I shall pray. My arm is outstretched always. But this I must hand over so the depths of Sorrow do not overtake me once again.
Angel - that is correct, you are not in this journey alone. If you are to walk forward with God, He must carry that which is too heavy. Love heals all but, in His time, not your own. You may never see the lasting effects of your service. Will that alter your willingness to still serve and complete your mission?
Jonah - (quietly pondering)
Angel - do you still choose to serve in this capacity?
Jonah - yes, I will go and do the things the Lord commands for I know the Lord gives no Commandments unto the children of man save it be a way is offered to complete the mission and task at hand. I will put my faith in God. He gives unto us hard things so I may become strong like unto him.
The angel says you are now ready and the whale is given permission to release Jonah out into the world with a renewed sense of service and God's love.
Personal summary:
I'm thinking about this experience. We all tend to experience forms of rebelliousness from God's way. We stretch out and attempt to test the waters and test our agency little bits at a time. It is always our choice to make our own path or remain within God's path. It is not God's fault when our way does not produce the same results as God's way. Yet he still gives us freedom to stretch out. I also went through this process with Jonah and immediately I noticed that my Outlook towards other people has shifted. And already I have had a couple interactions that surprised me. People are being drawn to me and they are creating a renewed faith in Mankind. I am seeing people differently and I do believe the light resonating from me is also changing the experiences I am perceiving. Maybe opportunities are changing. Light attracts light and dark attracts dark. I feel as though I am bringing out the best in others but not because of anything I am doing, it is because God is changing my understanding of the experiences and my understanding of other people as well as myself.
We are not walking this journey alone. God lubricates and bends and shifts with a never-ending flow of love. I can feel my heart changing. And I too desire For All Mankind to know God in this manner.
So, two things I want to express. One I noticed some of the mortal demands in my life felt a bit more like a nuisance when I want to remain in this beautiful state of light. And I feel more aware and that the Mortal demands are limiting and consuming time that I wish was spent in this Godly state of Revelation. And I'm remembering that the angel said that we must Pace ourselves and balance both the mortal needs and the spiritual growth.
I also noticed that a random person started talking to me from an adjacent vehicle at a stoplight which never happens. And the thought that popped into my mind is that when we are driving, we tend to see the worst and the other drivers. How easy would it have been to have a completely frustrating experience with the adjacent drivers, but instead with a changed perspective I saw him from a different light. That does not mean that he was forced to be nice or that I did anything to change that experience or that by doing these steps somehow or another there was an aspect of control. And if I do this for the wrong reasons then I would be doing this in order to stop being treated poorly by other people. Which is completely selfish and would therefore backfire.