ABUNDANCE
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Even though my life is full of evidence of Trials and difficulties, the true Miracle is the change of heart
Even though I want to create new patterns which has been extremely difficult, I choose to love myself through this process
Even though sometimes I just want to make all the gross feelings go away and fast forward past the difficulties, it's okay, all of these feelings are part of me and part of my journey in life.
I choose to acknowledge that my body has evidence contrary to the direction that I wish to go in my life
There is evidence of scarcity, suffering, and trauma
Thats ok
There is evidence almost daily supporting a lack of respect towards my experience
I’m fighting to be heard and fighting for safety and fighting for the right to choose for myself
My whole life, everybody has told me what to do
I want freedom!
I want to be valued
I want to experience abundance
I want to be taken care of
I have evidence that my emotional needs were neglected
And it's created an emptiness within me that I'm trying to fill up
Nothing really seems to make it feel better
Maybe it won't get better the way I've been trying to do it
Maybe it's not about God changing my experience
but maybe it's about me being willing to change
Which is hard to accept because it would mean that my way isn't the right way
But my way is based on evidence from my entire life
I don't really understand how there could be another way
I am humbled
I am Broken
I am nobody
Without God
But this is actually good news!
What if the miracle isn't about attracting abundance or blessings
What if the miracle is accepting the scarcity and the trials and suffering of the past
Forgiving my imperfect parents for making a million mistakes
Forgiving myself for being imperfect
Forgiving God for giving me challenges that seemed to last forever
Maybe everything I have experienced has created the man that I am today
And maybe I can truly see myself as a child of God when I'm willing to accept that perfection involves a balance
Maybe Perfection doesn't mean overcoming all difficulties
And being perfect with all of my thoughts emotions and energy
Maybe Perfection doesn't mean getting everything I want
Maybe Perfection is found in accepting myself exactly as I am right now
Loving all of the experiences and challenges and difficulties that have created me
That have formed and molded me
Maybe I'm the one that misunderstood and created division between me and God
Because I expected that I had to be perfect in order to be with God
And I thought Perfection meant only being pure light and love with no more trials
And maybe that misunderstanding is what created that resistance to the trials associated with life
And maybe that emptiness is what I'm really seeking to fill with abundance
Maybe the scarcity has nothing to do with money
Maybe the scarcity was a lack of God in my life
A lack of self-love and self-acceptance
Maybe it has nothing to do with all the mistakes that people made caused me further suffering
Those only felt big because I felt so lonely inside
Maybe being willing to experience scarcity offers me an opportunity to overcome it
Because I'm willing to grow from it
I have been trying to get God to remove this trial
But maybe that won’t happen until I have fully embraced the opportunities to grow
And allowing my heart to be softened and dedicated to God
Then maybe I can experience the abundance that I seek
Because true abundance starts within my heart and ripples outward
I can experience abundance no matter what my bank account reflects
I can experience abundance no matter how full my pantry is
I can even experience abundance if I'm in prison
Because agency is aways offered, just not always in the way I desire
I thought I knew the solution to avoid or overcome trials,
But then I feel limited and frustrated and stuck in resistance
Because I'm focusing on a choice that is not being offered to me
Maybe I need to be humble enough to accept the choices that are being offered
Then I can finally start to open up the energy flow to True abundance with God
God is the one that offers me all the blessings that I'm seeking
Every breath and heartbeat is a gift from God
I forgot this and I started feeling entitled to blessings and abundance
Which backfired, creating scarcity
Maybe abundance is available, but my heart is not in the right place to receive
Maybe God only offers more gifts when I am grateful for the ones I already have
I think it's time to start focusing on all the amazing blessings that God offers me every minute of every day
I have a body that is alive and functions properly – for this I am grateful
I have a family that loves me and I know what love feels like – for this I feel grateful
I have God in my life and Direction and purpose – for this I am grateful
I have a body healthy enough to work – for this I am grateful
Money is the natural consequence of hard work
And I am willing to offer and receive a fair trade of money and work
I do not expect more than what is fair
And I do not expect others to be under compensated
And I do not expect to be overcompensated
However, as I am removing my control over money
and God
I also know that I will be blessed abundantly by having my needs met
I also know that food will be readily available
Even in times of famine I will have my needs met
I am willing to be flexible
There will be a season in my life that I will need to learn to live on less
and there will be a season in my life where I will be abundantly blessed
God's blessings are not measured based upon my expectation for more
I am willing to focus on the blessings I already have and feel grateful for the blessings that God offers
However this shows up in my life
I also know that as my willingness increases and my humility is offered to God,
that I will be able to overcome my trials quicker
Because I have learned the lesson and I am ready to move on
I feel like I have learned all that I need to from the scarcity in my past
I am grateful for the opportunity to struggle so that I am more aware when I am being blessed
I can even see that scarcity was a blessing in disguise.
It’s not God that needs to change, He is perfect and knows all
I am humble enough to accept, I am the one that needs to change
This is truly difficult and humbling
But this willingness to learn, is opening up a deeper level of healing:
What if I feel ashamed of having money?
What if I believe that money is the root of all evil and the only way to avoid evil is to avoid money?
What if I believe like the trial offered to adults is scarcity?
and now that I'm an adult this is what is expected of me
What if all of this is a misunderstanding of God's blessings.
What if all these beliefs are created based upon my Limited understanding from my limited experience in life?
And what if all of these beliefs are self-created to protect me from suffering more?
but in turn creating unnecessary suffering and preventing God from being able to bless me?!!
And what if I really do have a choice?!
I am ready to break this cycle!
I am ready to Create a New Path and put my faith in God.
I am ready to take action steps to create the change I seek.
I am taking back all the expectations I created and accepting the past while embracing my life
I am ready to move forward and deeply honor the opportunity to grow with God’s help
These experiences served a purpose.
My life has meaning and my perspective is being respected.
I am just simply choosing to go forward a different way and allow myself to experience a deeper form of love and growth.
I'm giving myself permission to fully embrace God's path for me.
I am ready to live authentically and abundantly within God's plan
I am ready to rejoice in the blessings that are being offered before expecting God to offer more
I am willing to receive and I deserve to receive abundance as it is being offered by God
I will not control the offering, because there is a deeper purpose involved in my existence
I am ready to get out of my own way and start living my potential.
I am grateful for everything I am abundantly blessed with every moment of everyday
I am not measuring my worth with money
But I am allowing my heart to grow abundantly
Allowing others into my heart
And rejoicing in the opportunity to experience abundance in all forms within my life
I am ready to open and receive a perfect flow of abundance